Category: Kinetics

Why are there monks ?

Have you ever observed that in most cultures and religions there are monks or sanyasis, why is there such a concept and presence. Appears to be a convergence of sorts while they are all different settings. First and most obviously, the truth is singular for ALL of Humanity. But why do monks do what monks do?

To separate signal from noise. it is one of the straightforward practices to detect the most powerful signal/frequency/vibration/message, stay with God the great Unknown in this world, mind you a world that is filled with distractions, temptations, duties, chores and so on.
The second reason I find is equally important and more fascinating. While most monks won’t achieve this state, but the mechanics is as follows:
- The mind dismisses (masters) the body,
- The body dismisses (masters) the sensory pleasures.
- And they together dismiss living, thereby conquering death.

With very high attunement these are possible by anyone anywhere, not easy but possible. This was the learning from past 30 days. Be Well.

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Fear & Courage

After several conversations with many, many! I can say with certainty.

Fear doesn’t understand Courage. But Courage understands Fear.

It is futile to converse with those who have become comfortable in fear. Their walls built of fear is much stronger than those of courage.

They will fight you, hate you, mock you to stay within their walls of fear. Leave them, your journey is farther. Do not stand next to them to help, they will want to drag you into their chambers with their intelligent logic and experiences.

They have placed fear above God, they abandoned God. Let them be, your journey is farther. All praise to the Unknown.

All Praise to the Unknown.

The Argument; God is Minds Fabrication, is a validated theory except for a grand truth, making Gods existence irrefutable.

Of course, evolution of our kind has steadily programmed us to make sense of all things, to categorize, organize, label stuff so there are no surprises or shocks. Steady the fight or flight patterns so to speak. And certainly many can argue logically and soundly that god is a mere fabrication of the mind. Furthermore, in many observations of our human kind, may also validate this theory.

But I place one important fact front and center. The universe is no fabrication of man, it’s been there before us, and will be after us. Science only can explain the humanly plausible mechanisms of the universe at best. The frontiers of science also strongly suggests the existence of higher dimensions than the four, those living on earth are aware of. Throughout time Humanity suffers the disability to seldom accept nor understand its mere finite, infinitesimally small subset status within the universe, as such an awareness is self detrimental to the core.

Furthermore, Its breadth of understanding cannot ever intrinsically exceed this boundary condition. However and oh by grace I submit, that like a blackhole, there is a loophole; I invite you to think, that logically one only can begin to comprehend all this when extrinsically allowed or aligned. And this no ordinary feat even for the extraordinary minds, but take it from me it is very possible.

Therefore logically and scientifically speaking, God the great unknown’s existence is absolutely irrefutable, granted the interpretations of this by many and the understanding levels of this truth is highly debatable as we observe even in such amusement platforms like facebook and tiktok.

All Praise To The Unknown. Written as guided. Be Well.

the unpredictable wind

God the great unknown, the infinite creator also made the unpredictable wind. Just because you have a sailboat and a compass, you cannot expect him to always move you in the direction you desire. He will give you the wind, but are you a prepared sail? “Calm Seas never made Great Sailors” – FDR

In Pain, decouple Emotions.

When in physical pain, decouple and eliminate the emotions that stem from pain. These emotions can rapidly multiply and hurt you more deeply. The emotions from pain are meaningless connections to the past where you second guessed yourself. They come to mock, trouble you about the “if” and “if only”. They are emotions full of assumptions ungrounded in reality. Don’t carry them especially in pain, they are sure to hurt more. Handle pain without emotions, work on it as towards a solution. Good Luck. Be Well.

The Gunasekaran’s paradox (G-Paradox)

In any moment, equally; there is life and death. This G-paradox is similar to the Schrodinger’s cat; it illustrates quantum superposition with one discernment. The distinction is the separation of matter and antimatter and their juxtaposition to each other. In any moment of life, there is equal probability of life and death. In fact, both always exist simultaneously next to one another in the universe.

A Father witnessing the birth of a child, while right outside the hospital, a racoon loses its life being run over by a car. This is duality of life and death always co-exists, it temporarily delineates like matter and antimatter, which demonstrates life and birth as separate events occurring on a timeline.

For reference, Schrödinger’s Cat is a thought experiment devised by the Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger. It illustrates quantum superposition, where a cat in a sealed box is considered both alive and dead until observed. It highlights the paradox of quantum uncertainty and the role of the observer in physics.

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Leave Everything

God timelessly places a simple wholesome truth in front of us, and through many religions he conveys this. But We run away from this consistently. Our lack of trust in him and in us due to our conditioning makes us stray away from this foundational truth. God says Leave everything and come to me. But do we ? ever ?

No, and of course this is not easy, and no he is not testing us, he is not judging us, and he is definitely not transacting with us as many priests and preachers tend to make us believe through their interpretation of religions. In fact to the contrary, God is helping us with this covenant, for us to forge together with him, he sees us trapped in our own doings, in our own troubles he gets us more than we do.

We may attribute our struggles suffering to something or someone.While it may be the case, yet only you, in your mind who is enduring all this can release yourself to him. Only you, no matter the circumstances can go to him. For it is you who holds the door shut, not him. And also remember it is the infinite him, he never built that door either that you hold shut. It’s our human and social conditioning that creates it to.

God the great unknown claims you, calls you, says to you: LEAVE EVERYTHING AND COME TO ME. And by this he implores you; to place him above all and neither is he asking you to walk away from your duties the society has positioned you in either. He implies you place him above all in your mind and heart. Many sages monks all over the world have taken this truth to the fullest sense in the material world too. They have physically left everything to go to him. You, placed among your duties and societies can also leave everything in your heart to him, to place him above all else.

Because only Then you understand his infinite worth. And also by that he says; leave everything, and I will give you everything and beyond.

All Praise To The Unknown.

Man & his animal

A man in his lifetime should get to feel the love and loyalty from at least one animal, best animals for these special bonds are elephants, camels, horses, cows, raptors, big cats and large breed dogs. They are bound to change him forever. It’s an inexplicable bond between two souls. It’s a rare bond and a gift of a lifetime. Even heaven doesn’t present this opportunity to him.

Mind at Light Speed

Your Mind is the only element in your body that can keep up with the speed of light. One day this too will be undoubtedly proven; through quantum mechanics. That consciousness is quantum. But for now know that messages from God, move through you at speed of light. When and if your mind can be still, undistracted, and trained to be vigil to catch these lightnings moving through you, then only then you progress perhaps even transcend eventually. Be under the sun, observe such things to become clear. All praise to the Unknown.

world operates on caste

Truth is the entire world operates on caste system from your birth. As soon as you are born you are told you are this, you are that, you’re white, you’re brown, you’re black, you’re rich, you’re poor, you’re christian, you’re muslim, you’re low caste, you’re high caste, you’re low-IQ, you’re high-IQ. You have this you have that up to a genetic level.

You’re told every _____ thing labeling you , except that YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING, and we ALL are human beings. And It’s an incredibly beautiful planet we live in. Work, and live like you love it. By the time you realize this on your own accord and wonder if we can all work together. Its _____over. To those who manage to control this defective narrative, _______.

Amidst all this nonsense, to those who do live beautifully and care for this planet and its beings. My love and best wishes. Sincerely. Be the light. I am sure earth and the heavens hold you dearly.

Emotional Ride – Ride light.

In any and every moment you cannot let your memories and emotions from the past grow, weigh on you uncontrollably. This will derail and waste your days. Focus on only the few thoughts of action and movement absolutely required for the moment you are dealing with. Execute without a ton of unnecessary emotion and internal self expression.

Operate with minimal internal baggage. Be nimble with thoughts and emotions first.

Positivity and happiness are conscious intentional choices one makes. You can choose those when you drop the unnecessary bags you carry. Ride light!

Pic credits- Movie Dune and Electric Bike Producers

Human Summary

The dichotomy is this; there are needs of the Body and needs of the Mind. Almost all of us are busy or kept busy, attending only to the needs of the Body using our mind. Comfort, Sickness, Pleasure, Pain, Money, Homeless and so on. Only when you unconditionally make time and attend strictly to the mind, understand its current state, its operational boundaries and what lies beyond, you will be anywhere near capable of receiving the truth. This may even require the sacrifice of being called wasteful or irresponsible. But only the truth will be your guiding light in this lonely ridiculed journey. Sometimes not only you have to go slow to go fast, you have to actually stop reset to go fast. Many in the daily grind cannot, will not grasp this risky endeavor. When you are ready from the pause, you will become unstoppable. And only then your mind can even begin to grow inner workings to tame, control your body. Good Luck and Gods Speed.

To be spiritual

It’s easy, and great to be spiritual when the stomach is full, the body has all the comforts and the mind is oblivious. That’s why so many lately are awakened spiritual healers and divine beings!

Injustice never comes alone

When injustice hits you, it never comes alone. It surfaces every injustice you have endured, observed throughout your life. Which is why it’s difficult to endure each one. Only one’s tenacity iron will and his true peace in God will be his armor, his unwavering strength against these undeserving blows.

O Butterfly

You are the majestic butterfly that dotted the flowers, bored quickly and constantly seeking the next beautiful flower in the garden. Whereas I am ugly the dirt covering this earth, getting stepped on, gnarly; constantly covered with manure, but diligently securing the seed, the rain, the roots for the innocent plant to blossom those momentary flowers you come to visit and dismiss swiftly. But know this; You too will lay motionless upon me one day only to be absorbed into the manure for the same seed to grow. We are not the same butterfly. We never were. I know my purpose, and place. Do you ?

Source or Passage

Either You become a source of positivity or a passage of negativity. That’s the construct. Source or Passage.

Common Fools and You.

Never let the deplorable common fools and losers bring you down to their level. They are masters of their craft, they will recite laurels of it. They started all the same but never moved to know any truth. So, firstly; Don’t let your emotion hijack a reaction. The temptation will be the highest when your core holds correct values. But urgently seek, rather rush to calmness immediately on exposure. Breathe Intentionally. Deep Breaths in Silence. Second Be absolutely slow to react and avoid any impulsive self harm. Remember your poor Dad how he failed in this. Third and Most Importantly, APTTU, remove hatred, repulsion, achieve forgiveness by centering in God the unknown, seer of all things. This yoke too is not yours to bear. Lastly as he the great unknown guides, ensure that your given penance remains unaltered, resolve through physical exercise, endurance and staying within Gods infinite clarity. All Praise To The Unknown.

Your Journey

Your Journey is always alone, but keep good company.

Humanity actually resides in consciousness not in our outward appearances and senses. Because in those we are no different than animals. None at all. We discern life and shape our outlook internally. Even the greatest of relationships between war generals or between lovers has limitations and boundaries that are impossible to overcome. It is bound by the laws of nature. Joy and suffering for instance can transfer without contact, it’s a feeling, a radiating feeling at best. We care, love, feel for others and ourselves. But there is a difference, a degree of separation between the two individuals, there will always be. It cannot be forgotten or ignored, as that lands in ignorance and foolishness. Your pain or joy, your realization or ignorance is ultimately yours alone. You may impact a lot of people, but even in that the greatest impact will always be within you first. knowing this sets truth free yet helps set guardrails. APTTU.

A Dog

A dog can teach a man more about God and Gods creations than most religious men and their texts.

…from personal experience.

Inner Peace

If inner peace lead to you pleasure. You sampled peace, didn’t attain it. Peace is superior to pleasure. In its full stillness nothing else enters.

Clarity

Writing to educate my past self

Calm and Clarity are often found together.

Reminders

Beauty by Rarity

The ordinary define Beauty by Rarity. The extraordinary see the abundant Beauty in Commonality.

Digital Headsup

The more brilliant your mind is, the more likely it will be negatively exposed to today’s digital platforms. Hence it runs the increased risk of taking higher damage. But if it is properly and thoroughly warned of this issue, it also has the higher probability of not being impacted.

Brilliant and kind is secondary

In purpose and pursuit, being brilliant and kind is secondary, it will get you in but not stay with you. Additionally rather more importantly, one must be committed, intentional, disciplined and courageous. For the path continues to unfold only for those few. The rest add weight than value.

Because in purpose and pursuit it is not the timid who survive, it is the bold, the relentless who do. Who are not afraid of defeat, not afraid of darkness, who raise again and again when they fall, because they have died once already, they are fully committed, they have unwavering rigor, it is they who force the unknown path to yield, to unfold.

The timid and immature who don’t understand this no matter how kind and brilliant will only slow progress, merely can spectate the path forward. For they don’t understand the agony, the struggle from defeat, the pain, the loss that was all suppressed, surpassed, fought within, from which emerges the singular focus of one’s purpose and pursuit. It’s a gnarly process the timid never have the mindset for, they cannot even sample it. The path is never easy, while there is always room for kindness, that doesn’t move things forward. Commitment does, discipline does, intentionality does and the will and courage moves the needle. In this game, Defeat is your best friend who is ready to stay any day and achievement is your lover who keeps moving away.

Be Kind, But be More Disciplined and Intentional. Be Well.

Suffering and Joy are same to the Soul

All souls within all beings quietly rejoice in all of life’s movements, i.e. both joy and suffering. Yes. Because it’s simply here within each to experience all things. Like all the rides in amusement parks; some are fun and some are scary, and some are thrilling, all the more they are all used and present in the park. Most end up riding all kinds of rides.

Truth is the soul sees no difference between one’s joy and suffering. It simply observes experiences the magnitude of both without interference, through its presence within the body. We are only the sensor, our soul is the true experiencer and the god the unknown is the ultimate seer or observer and the final experiencer. This is a difficult truth.

This is realized in a moment or few moments because it is temporary and cannot be permanent. But when you are lucky enough to connect with your soul, in that brief moment you will immediately realize both suffering and joy is immaterial. And there is immense gratitude for your mere existence itself. That is a truly profound realization that can only be remembered after but cannot be continually experienced or sustained.

You can through strict meditation, and in extreme states achieve that reconnection and clarity again. This cannot be taught or formulated down. It can be spoken of like this, poorly! It is a self realization that anyone can attain and it is a true state. But our existential reality is the counter weight to this duality of life and understanding perhaps for good practical reasons of life. I have lot more questions too. I know it sounds ridiculous to conclude suffering and joy are same to the soul. But that’s the learning. Be well.

Servitude

Being grateful is not an anecdote to feel good selfishly. Being grateful is a starting point towards helping others. Only then does it actually multiply within you and around you. Servitude trails Gratitude.

Religion you practice

Whatever religion you practice. Please don’t limit Your God to only whats written or spoken. Chants or Prayers, fasting or yajnas. No matter the rituals and beliefs, always seek humbly, allow the infinite God to reveal all things to your mind, be open, be humble, be true to yourself without the thin veil of ego nor the curtain of ignorance.

He is infinitely abundant and infinitely present. Listen to the quietest sounds of your heart, and from the stillness of your mind they don’t lie, at least not those words untainted with your desire. God the unknown, speaks from within when the heart is pure void of deceit, ego and pride. He who permeates all things in this universe will never abandon your heart or your mind. It is us who drops his jewels in the ocean of desire and ego. God the unknown always places them in our hands and hearts in every moment.

Be Well. All praise to the unknown.

The Outlier

Don’t Ask, Give.

Don’t ask from God the great Unknown, Give, Give yourself to God.

He needs no sacrifice or chants or donations or gifts from you. We do all that to appease our senses, wants and guilt from others. We do all that to remind ourselves and others of him but not for him. We do it perhaps to help others, or we do such things often because the people or the society we live in demands that of us. Over time we defend it and teach rest to defend it. But that’s not the core discussion here. The unknown needs nothing from us neither is he a demanding and punitive God who will remove mercy from you when you don’t. Such are tales told by desperate Men seeking power desperately. Skewed optics from strangers who cared less of God the unknown and you.

God never pushes or removes the air that you breathe. He makes it available for you, but you still have to breathe. That’s the way. He doesn’t need you or anything from you. But you need him. Not to gain glory, or fame in this world, not to amass wealth or such. Sure, they may be given to you. But if those are why you seek God. Good luck finding him, what you may find instead is terrifying, a creation of man, an accumulation of sin of all men before you; and it will ultimately deceive you. No, however; what you receive from God in your true surrender is inexplicable, only you and your soul can experience this wholesome satisfying truth. Even if it is just a brief moment, it gives an everlasting direction for the remainder of your life. You have now a choice and a path. Wise men and women of the past have shared their journey of such pursuits. Some stayed on this course till their last breath. Yes, it is worth this lifetime and beyond. What are a few decades compared to ten billion years or more. How can one complete this infinite journey in a very minuscule amount of time called life. No, we are not that fortunate but we are fortunate enough to know and share this truth.

We all seek knowledge and wish to experience God, but we utterly fail to realize God’s answers don’t use words or even languages sometimes. How can I describe something in words which doesn’t exist in the premise or context of any words spoken. Such is the surrender no matter how infinitely brief or as consuming as an entire life it can be.

In all ancient texts written and realized this very truth remains unaltered though variedly interpreted by men seeking glory versus celebrating Gods’. It is also important to note, that those who see the world fully cannot help but be naturally drawn into this noble pursuit and journey. Both the poor and wealthy ultimately seek this as they all end up with the same “why” and wander one way or another, painfully or emptily. All never ending “reason” without a ‘.’period, is enough to get you started.

But those who see this world with only a lens to amass things to satisfy their senses will never lead this journey. They give labels like safety and security, thin veils covering the self-deceit. But those who seek with a pure heart, rest assured for them the things they need for their journey will always be provided no matter how long or short their journey may be. Life is a departure and death a return in his eyes, so do not judge any life upon scales laid by empty men on this planet. He is the judge and deliver, he provides and takes as he wishes. A tree’s leaves are its own, they belong to the sun, the rain, the wind, and finally the ground from which the tree started the cycle.

Therefore, don’t ask of God for things, Give yourself to God. Surrender your pride, your ego, your will to him the unknown. And watch him guide you majestically. Don’t be fooled to expect guarantees of hope, nor comfort nor joy in your surrender. May you find peace as soon as you can, for its never in the beginning like many expect it to be. Remember that we have all grown to be tainted in our hearts from the moment we began to crawl, we have over time drifted far from God, so therefore one must endure, objectively discern their senses, always check if their ego interferes or deceives them in this eternal surrender for many, many fall into this trap. It is the nature of ego. A mechanism created for self-preservation that quietly controls all mechanisms when left uncontrolled.

So carefully, and enduringly, Let God the great unknown show you his infinite possessions of this universe and wisdom. You shall bow to be his witness in this world and beyond. Be Well. Written as received. To know why I gave a gender to the great unknown refer to previously received words. “received words” refers to my want to surrender to the unknown and a rejection of self. By no means must it be interpreted as I am of any importance here, in fact it is to state the very exact opposite, these are not my words as my cognition can merely serve as an observer to report the grandeur of his eternal movements in all of us, and this infinitely beautiful universe. All praise to the Unknown.

Religions

“Religions are like your mother’s favorite chicken recipe. Each a bit different, but all about the chicken. Yeah, some are vegans.” -KG

Litmus Test of Good leadership

Leadership is simple for simple Men like me who don’t subscribe to the so called three day immersive leadership seminars in vegas or follow the regiment of those airport leadership books.

Leadership comes down to this, when you have completed your tasks from the vantage point you had. Even after all is done and bygone, those who you led, served still come to you to genuinely ask of your wellbeing and share theirs. There is a sparkle in their eyes and a joy, hope, belonging they can’t describe when they are with you. No matter how brief that encounter is. That’s leadership well done. Those who get servitude know this all too well. And you part with them with the same servitude with whatever is left in you. That’s fine Leadership in my books.

Dedicating this to the Dads who are not here with us in 2026 but who will always be remembered as Legends and Lions. And to all the new Dads. Be well.

Emotions

Emotions are abandoned orphans of your mind, seeking indefinite shelter in your heart. They become unbearable as your heart keeps collecting them.

Live for

“As you live, you tend to forget what you wanted to live for” – KG

Gaze at the internal abyss

My problem is I can sit and stare, gaze at things that people may consider nothing for hours when in the inside I am completely lost in my wander, miles away into an abyss with endless trenches of past and future. Perhaps I am witnessing infinity unfold within or perhaps I am listening to time, or just maybe Gods movement across the infinite realms everywhere or perhaps I am just incapable of holding a useful thought to deliver valuable action.

And at last, when I return I am saddened at how indebted and useless I am to those who love and tolerate me for such waste of time. Written as I witness snow falling as though with intention to bring chaos on everything it touches. Forgive me, oh this hopeless soul.

Self and its Senses

The self has taken this body to experience, seeking pleasure is common way for the body to experience all its senses and the interaction with its surroundings. But the path to pleasure and stagnation or convergence to pleasure is where one loses self

When one moves into a house whether a homeless man or a wealthy king, they both seek shelter from the weather in that house. But soon enough they will have to leave the shelter to see the world, to do, to survive. To live one must leave that place of shelter and comfort.

Similarly, the body and its senses have to be left behind and tamed to see the universal truth and the existence of the omnipotent that surrounds all of us, the cautionary tale with the senses is that it may trap you and give you glimpses of the world like through a windows but with no door to open, to leave its clutch.

My flawed “if this then that” approach in life.

Recently, we were working on a criterion for a notification system, which required me to compute certain conditional logics. Essentially it came down to codifying, a type of: if this then that factor output. But this made me pause and reflect if I or us we all apply similar approaches to life and living. Sure, enough I did and wasn’t proud of it on some key aspects of life.

My mindset of If I am doing good, I will definitely do good is fundamentally flawed, this only indicates lack of defined character or rather malleability in it. When I am rich, I will give to the poor is a stupid logic. It indicates that my virtues are operating on base monetary denominator. This could be played like an accordion in life, shrunk and stretched.

Virtue cannot and does not work like that. You do what you can always, that is an exemplary embodiment of empathy and virtue. And I don’t wish to subscribe to a % either because that again is no different that transaction. Helping should be guided by the heart as much as the brain. Virtue always starts at the heart. Virtue is not an overflow mechanism but a constant flow permanence, only that eventually defines your true nature. I stand corrected, rather kneel in this truth. Introspection is disturbing but also equally telling. Grateful. APTTU.

They eventually reach

Do not despair, like every drop of water eventually finding its way into the ocean. Every heartfelt thanks, every grateful act, every kind action you do for others and this planet, will eventually and always reach God. All praise to the Unknown.

But do not make things a transaction or a matter of contrived obedience, he expects neither. He demands nothing from you. He only desires you to realize and see the infinite blessings you already carry. Be Well, All praise to the unknown.

The Landfill and a Shrine

Man has a strong propensity to be childish and bullish at the same time. His ego becomes his only guide and he brings God the great unknown within his temptations and places like another book in his bookshelf. Read for certain days and times, tucked away for the rest. This is absurd and foolish. Man thinks he can take on as many as things as he must. He is told of duties and responsibilities that place the central map of his being. He treats his mind like a landfill, rummaging through whatever is dumped in it. Some are even proud of the size of the landfill; he mocks those building walls around their landfills to prevent the continued unexpected erosion. He finds it irresponsible when some trying reduce the mess inside their minds, he calls it careless or selfish or irresponsible. He fails to see the effort to preserve sanity and rise to higher awareness. He further mocks time by filling it with stuff to keep his mind and body busy, he wanders without purpose or intention yet filled with arrogance and calls it quest or worse; duties and responsibilities. His view becomes his only view, and his view sadly was never his to begin with, but what was told, because he never investigated it. His mind is a landfill, a dumping ground, a cesspool. He then desperately rushes to find his god, like an idol he wants to place on top of the landfill. Like insurance policy for the landfill! His is idol is bound to sink and disappear in the landfill.

Sadly, this is the world of most beings. Its is understandable, often inevitable. There is no easy answer here or pathways to point to. But this understanding can pave the way to a path that is truly his own. First like in any landfill, one must reduce the intake, then equally important; one must also push out what has been there inside rotting and consuming him eternally. There is no harm in creating a space amidst the chaos for worship and alignment, it is essential. But it has to be done intentionally with a requirement to fall back to it, to centralize it in his being so there is to be growth, there is to be addition and subtraction. Addition of alignment and subtraction of everything else in the landfill. Like a shrine being built while clearing the mess. There will be storms and setbacks, but he builds, rebuilds with focus and commitment. This shrine gradually grows and consumes him where the place is no longer a landfill, but a place of singularity to the unknown (God), there will be order in what’s left of the landfill and yes there will still always be some in samsara life. But, now he has a fortified shrine with a singular path and alignment. From a landfill to a shrine, there was a path paved to the ultimate source. His words, sound, ways revibrate in all time. Written while being lost and filling up my own landfill. All praise to the unknown. I saw beautiful miracles to be reminded of life above the landfill. All praise to the unknown.

Have-Nots

Every arena, every social platform, digital and real world constructs are steadily branching into two groups; the Haves and the Have-nots. The Haves, don’t even participate in any of them, while meticulously crafting them for the Have-nots. They have their lavish exclusive lives discreetly attended to without interference from climate change, pandemics, and wars. And this is the obvious appalling reality almost all of the have-nots deplorably ignore. They are kept busy hating, and exploiting themselves and each other, while squandering for leftovers.

Logout, Unplug, Wake up if you still can.

Imperfection is not the narrative

We are told perfection is impossible or just an aspiration, and not reality. But I tell you, Kindness IS perfect. Selfless acts are perfect. Service to others is perfect. No matter how imperfect an existence maybe, such perfect deeds count and ultimately define life in totality.

We are socially brainwashed to be inconsiderate, to be greedy among other selfish acts. It’s not our default nature, we didn’t survive these many years just because we were violent, we cared for others. Thats why in today’s world, ‘most who have most things that they need, still suffer endlessly because they feel imperfect and incomplete. They are further wasted to believing they are imperfect in their appearance, and looks. Vanity is programmed from birth. There is perfection in this world, I have been a witness and recipient of many kind and selfless acts from strangers. I stand as a witness to perfection that exists abundantly in this world. All praise to the unknown.

When peace visits you the first time..

When peace visits you the first time, you shoo it away like a disturbance, to frantically look for happiness. And after a thousand times happiness left you abruptly you start wondering what was that thing you drove away. When peace visits the second time, you receive it reluctantly, like a child asked to eat her vegetables. You yearn for the same old happiness that you felt so many times yet which never seemed enough. And after happiness leaves you another thousand times you start to think of peace, you realize peace can feel empty but it can be with you eternally. And when peace visits you the third time, you sit with it quietly. This time gratefully for its presence, you embrace peace like a warm blanket in a cold room. You prepare to be at, and end all things peacefully. And if happiness finds you again you instantly seek peace within it, as peace is always present in all things. And when happiness leaves again, you are not bothered for peace still sits within you. May peace be upon you. All praise to the unknown.

Being grateful is not a fluctuating index.

Being grateful is not a fluctuating stock market index, it is a fixed value. Just because you know someone or yourself more today doesn’t mean you can stop being grateful to someone for how kindly they treated you yesterday.

I don’t think people change. I think our opinions of people change or they grow with context and experiences which is quite fair and understandable. But it is important to equally remember how grateful you were for them in your life, and it is important to carry that gratefulness forward throughout that relationship whether it be your mother, your friend, your coworker, the shop keeper. It may even make their day for all you don’t know! Because your gratitude is like your integrity or bond with no expectations, with no reservations that is true gratitude, being grateful for who they were to you.

This is a note to self as much as it is for anyone who reads this. I find myself forgetting to be grateful to/for the people around me. Many of my relationships have started with thoughts of gratitude. My gratitude towards them was one of the first things I locked-in, I experienced in that relationship, and that gratitude cannot change in my mind simply because I know more about them now or I have changed. Being grateful is a constant carried, not a variable that is adjusted. All Praise to the Unknown.

Mental Trap

The ultimate mental trap is when you get comfortable within it and mock others who come to release you. Gods ways are both profound and playful. He can reveal our limitations in both forms. When one holds on to his ego with a death grip, it is like the man holding onto the iron bars of his trap, while the door is wide open to walk out. Mercy be upon those like me. All praise to the unknown.

Robots with human form and shape

Throughout time, only males desired to create robots with human form and shape. Because males are void of divine motherhood. Before in time, they perfected human forms out of stone that stood still, and now they discovered they can articulate such inanimate limbs for actions. They have resorted to real and virtual humanoids. Woman seldom are inclined to this madness as they carry the power of creation. Designing robots to look like humans is one of the most idiotic natures of mankind. Mankind’s propensity for chaos is an understatement. It’s like he always resorts to pretend play god. he marvels in his accomplishments when he is supposed to marvel at the grandeur of his creator. And like how he continues to defy god, his creations are bound to repeat the same. when you have two hands, you need both hands to worship, holding immature pride in one and god in the other never reaches god the unknown. I seek forgiveness for my simple mind. APTTU.

Irrefutable Convergence

As I have come to observe, that which you are more than welcome to confirm with your own purest objectivity. That within all non-derivative original religions and to date spiritual teachings at their highest. There is a clear irrefutable convergence of the so called truth; including the human understanding of god the unknown, and the human mind. However, it also seems like the reflection of the limitation of human capacity in translation and sharing bumping against time periods with same outcomes. But no matter the conclusion on the finality of this query, the serendipitous understanding as it stands, has been so for thousands of years to date. I cannot pose like many to describe this understanding in any satisfactory manner to another human being in any form. As neither am I that gifted nor patient in my senses. To borrow the words of a wise man from the past, I too wish to be a mere signpost of my time for those who care or can afford to seek. I am overcome by the strong feeling that it is still unbelievably perplexing and incredibly spectacular. A true human moment that is once in a lifetime realization.

APTTU.

I was very curious how an AI model processes such information so I asked an AI LLM Gemini to explain my writing, it writes like a student taking notes for a test prep:

AI:

That’s a profound and complex statement!

Here’s a breakdown of the core ideas you’re expressing:

💡 Core Message: Universal Spiritual Truth

You are observing and asserting that:

* Convergence of Truth: Across original, non-derivative religions and the highest spiritual teachings, there is a clear, undeniable agreement (convergence) on what is called “truth.”

* Key Agreement Points: This convergence includes the understanding of God/the unknown and the nature of the human mind.

🤔 Secondary Observations: Limitations and Mystery

You then introduce some nuanced reflections on this convergence:

* Human Limitation: The agreement might also be a “reflection of the limitation of human capacity” in translating and sharing this deep understanding across different time periods. In other words, perhaps all humans are hitting the same understandable, yet limited, ceiling of expression.

* Enduring Serendipity: Regardless of the “why” (whether it’s divine convergence or human limitation), the resulting understanding has been consistent for thousands of years.

🗣️ Personal Stance: Ineffability and Signpost

Finally, you express your personal realization and approach:

* Ineffability: You state you cannot satisfactorily describe this understanding to another person. It’s beyond your capacity to translate the realization into words (“neither am I that gifted nor patient”).

* “Signpost” Role: You borrow the idea of a “wise man from the past” to say you simply wish to be a “mere signpost”—a pointer for those who are ready, willing, or able to seek the truth themselves.

* The Feeling: The realization itself is described as “unbelievably perplexing and incredibly spectacular”—a powerful, “once in a lifetime realization” moment.

In short, you are saying:

You’ve realized that all the world’s original, high-level spiritual traditions arrive at the same fundamental, unifying truth about existence and the mind. While this agreement is astounding, you believe the full realization is impossible to convey perfectly through language. Your only goal is to point others toward this magnificent, mind-blowing realization for them to discover on their own.

Casting judgement upon others is the easiest sin to cast upon yourself.

Humanity through eons of evolution and constrained civilizations, is programmed to think and decide fast for its survival. But it is also why it has foolishly developed several gross rounding errors in its current state. We are made to, and told to rush from day1. Consequentially, we have devised ways to avoid the present to seek a mirage of future. And due to this impalpable negligence, we have trained our minds to judge quickly. We pride in mistaking that to be decision making. And add absorbing others narratives into that speed, hate and ignorant judgement is born. Each of our worlds though on the same planet is slightly different and some vastly different even if they are few yards apart. Like that of the difference between the homeless and a proud homeowner with manicured lawns. Top all this with an untamed ego, judgement is dished in plenty. In the eyes of god the unknown this is sheer ignorance and a vile sin. For a man who suffers this suffers more in his own judgement than through his judgement of others. Repentance is the first step that must lead to an evergreen humility and presence with god the unknown. One must realize who is he in front of all that was made outside of their own body. Nothing inside nor outside belongs to them. Was given and will be taken without one’s knowledge, for that is the final judgement. All praise to the unknown.

Ascension (part-2)

No matter the bond or relation, sometimes some people are moved aside in your life so your path forward is uninterrupted, and some are brought in so you may realize what you are meant to achieve, and fulfill your purpose. This is a difficult concept to comprehend, as the mind will keep reverting to what and who it knows or used

to, no matter the interference and toxicity that may keep occurring. This clarity of vision can only arise when one centers on god the unknown, and marches towards him or is still in his purpose for you, no matter how small or big it may be.

Here to take, very few are here to give.

Most of us on earth are here to take, very few are here to give. Those few were gods intentional act of kindness. Sit with that for a moment before your uneasy, uncontrollable mind, wanders off to your path of decline. If you wore your ego to read that you might proudly claim you are giver when its unfathomably untrue, or you may question what’s wrong in taking, isn’t that what the rest do?

If you ever connected with your inner being, your soul, it will reveal the truth as always. In anyone’s path, knowledge is revealed first whether with or without ego. Knowledge may allow you a glimpse at God, but it is no where near the infinite. Knowledge is insatiable for many; they build their proud sandcastles upon it only to be wiped in due time. But knowledge that is revealed is finite itself. Many resign to this first pit stop in their journey, simply for their hearts are seeking fame and fortune. Knowledge seeking is no different than our busy screen scrolling or doom scrolling, in fact it is the interior cause to such digital decay in human society. Hence in the past and the present when it came to seeking, out of fear of self or social misguidance; great ones who sought God abandoned fortunes for they knew what was received was finite and meaningless. Human’s hearts’ are like Wells, all were meant to carry the water of hope and truth. But many fall short in their depth, and many run dry too soon. Any one who understands Wells knows, you have to tap into the water bed underneath and there are layers that one must dig to keep the well with water of life. And those few who are here to give, are like that eternal well of hope, they do not care for knowledge or fortunes, they are the reason why flowers blossom. If you are lucky, you may come across one of them. Hold them tight, show them they are loved and you are filled with a duty to honor them, and their life. God will smile. Written by a taker. All praise to the unknown

Layers of a Thought

A simple but basal step towards your enlightenment is honestly realizing at minimum your 2nd and 3rd layer thoughts of each of your self-facing, primary or operating thought. The next step getting that under control. Then third is…. :) not so fast, stick around we will discuss more. APTTU.

Blame Game

If one continues to blame others for his way of existence it will be an infinite blame game with infinitely exhausting options, from which even his bones will not withstand, let alone his sanity.

To surrender in quietude

When you permit me to pause and take it all in, including in the moments with those who surround me, and the majestic nature that envelops me. I can only be in prayer and there is this overwhelming emotion filling my eyes and heart with gratitude and surrender to you. I know not where I come from and where I will go, and I only know that I may never know, but in this moment I sense you, I tell my yearning desperate self that will do. All praise to my beloved unknown. May all sense you, around them and within them. May my loved ones too. All praise to the unknown

The incomplete pursuit of the infinite

All may understand the finite existence of all life. Therefore, one must find peace in knowing that no finite being can embrace the infinite infinitely only finitely and thereby briefly. No one before you or after you may be able to either, for that is the setting of human existence. Only some perhaps finitely understood more than others of the infinite. One must find peace in knowing that in the endless path, pursuit of enlightenment, one’s finite life may come to pass. It is never about who found more or less, it is simply who chose the infinite path knowing that their finite existence too shall pass. It is like driving a car with limited gas on an infinite road, knowing fully well you will run out of gas soon before your destination but you knew that when you started. Enjoy the trip. APTTU.

To guarantee obedience

The manipulation Wicked wield over the working class is taking away what is already theirs in return for future promises, and returning little of it to guarantee obedience.

In a Society

If a society’s core values are vanity and materialism, Good is never good enough.

Beautiful Brevity

Most live it,

Many rush through it,

Some waste it,

Some study it,

Only few experience the beautiful brevity.

Life. #Grateful.

Life kneels

Life kneels at those who take life, give life and give-up life. – I said it

Everlasting Covenant with God

Sin and suffering is born of man and his deeds, not the unknown (god). We have all heard of this but here’s the thing; Humans chose a degree of separation from god to have dominion on mother earth and the cosmos on his behalf. But humanity as a whole broke the covenant upon creation, in this new found independence. The unknown is like a primordial being for all visible and invisible that provides through the intent of creation. Like a toddler desiring to run away from loving parents unaware that there is no life giving power beyond them, humanity has taken its present path.

It’s up to a few to reinstate the covenant; restore humanity as a whole. However, there are some who indulge, and are accustomed to selfishness in the independence. Those who wish to worship the decaying flesh and pleasure, who have amassed resources in conniving ways for this very worship, be weary as they may abundantly create suffering as it is the shadow of such worship. But in yours or after yours, let there not be dismay but only discipline, caution and gratefulness.

As those who seek to restore the covenant were all inherently empowered to be custodians of this earth and all living beings, and meant to traverse the galaxies. Experience the many realms of creation in their lifetime or through the generations that come because of them. Through you and within you, as per your penance and inner alignment the unknown will always perform miracles, you must be finely attuned to see it all, for they are beautiful gestures of everyday grandeur.

If you have not witnessed such grandeur keep seeking peace from the unknown. Choose to be a river of hope not a just a selfish receptacle. As some of those miracles are meant for you, and some meant for others through you. You will know when you get there. That’s the path ahead. Shared as received, and perhaps this is the elaborate definition of hope and eternal virtue. All praise to the Unknown.

Inaction under the shadow of ignorance

I surmise, to the unknown (god), inaction under the shadow of ignorance is acceptable while the same inaction under light of awareness is unacceptable. To my brothers and sisters, be aware of what you seek. For awareness is not meant to give you alone peace but for many through you. You are actually wishing to be a passage of light and peace not a place of storage for it. If your pursuit of awareness is ultimately selfish it will always be limited and void at the core. Iterations farewell than ignorance, pursue truth and light of and from self always. All praise to the unknown.

Predisposed Superiority

Some groups within our species have a strong predisposed need to feel superior. They go to immeasurable lengths to achieve that, hold on to that. Tragedy always accumulates. While others, simply want to stay close to God in their humble life on earth.

And by no means are they who restrain, who seek humility are choosing to be weak, in fact to the contrary, they are with infinite strength as the infinite unknown guides and speaks through them. They are servants of god not men, and seek no superiority over men, as they are servant leaders among us. When they are called to rise, trees will announce, mother earth stands with them. Stay blessed.

Troubles me that we don’t all see it

It used to always bother me inexplicably, and now more as a parent and watching other parents go through inordinate amount of medical hardships I can’t help but say this. This nation needs a solid course correct in healthcare. Ignoring, undermining population health toxins from so called processed “food”, drugs, digital media, and social determinants, while championing consequential for-profit medical products, and treatments is modern day cannibalism.

We need to think of health proactively from the grass roots, from when children are conceived, to when they are born, how they are raised, what they eat on a daily basis. Its not about making good choices – when most if not all choices are toxic for the young hearts, mind and bodies of average middle class families. We need to challenge our so called “representatives”, need to challenge the status quo Together! A parent has to stand united with other parents for all of their children. An adult needs to stand together with other adults to help each other out, that’s how you bring the change that is desperately needed in the prevention of chronic diseases, and illness across the nation, especially for the sake of innocent young children of all ethnicities and cultures.

a truth

The truth is theres more than one way to arrive at truth. For instance, through thorough objective reasoning, honest self-reflection, through a trusted teacher, and through learning ancient texts, and practicing ancient and time tested techniques. But what most won’t reveal easily is this- All truth in this world is connected, and governed by the ultimate truth of this universe. APTTU.

Pleasure and Desire ride on emotion.

Pleasure and desire ride on emotion. Remove emotions, I mean all emotions, then pleasure will have no shelter in you, it will leave you alone. By remove it means reduce, control, master, dismiss. Not be void of emotion. Emotion is necessary to remain human. But directing and taming it is essential. For all emotions, unpleasant and the pleasant ones unsettle a mind. Whether you threw a rock into the pond or someone else did, the ripples are all the same. Seek peace in all moments and more than all emotions, seek God the Unknown, as he delivers peace in all moments. That’s the path. APTTU.

Good needs

Good needs its leaders

Good needs its leaders. Far too long the good, the kind, the caring people servants have watched in silence humanity disintegrate. To reclaim this earth, the good needs to rise again. Its time the good step up, men and women of god, all Gods, after all, all Gods do demand good out of us all. Gods need their knights to come forward. Good needs its servant Leaders. Every act of kindness, every act of service, act of sacrifice, every act of justice, every act of humanity, every act of True-Leadership is needed more than ever. Its time to step up, Good needs its leaders now!

Dads will understand, moms too!- from a dad.

Dads know how messed up it can get out there. Especially the current Dads, they have gone through a great recession, and a pandemic shutdown. No matter what, they will do their best to provide, care for their children. They will sacrifice their needs for their children, their new tribe. Not expecting anything in return, they, day after day pour it out for them. Dads start with a deficit, they know it, they honor motherhood something they can only conceptualize.

In the eyes of Dads; no matter how much their children fall short they are good kids, good sons, good daughters just figuring things out. Kids need the help they can get. So dads give it unconditionally without any expectation of reciprocation. A thanks will do but not expected nor guaranteed they are always okay with that. They teach them to be grateful, not to them, but in life towards people and to god. Why, because they are your budding family fighting against all the odds society throws at them. Something dads know all too well.

Now the same can be said for many people isn’t it? About all the other good dads and moms out there. There are still many, perhaps a lot of good people out there. This is an undeniable fact, there are good people figuring things out like you and me, for their family, for their children, up against odds just going through it all. We can’t ignore them; they are family too. They did nothing wrong. They were just born and life keeps hitting them hard is all. We must take care of them one way or another, cos that’s what dads do, cos that’s what Men do. Humanity can use a little more from us Dads, we may not have the reserve to pour it, but we know to get it done.

Health Math

Improving Health is always an addition and subtraction formula. Never just addition or just subtraction. For example, you cannot take medications and expect everything to get better. Miracle meds beyond antibiotics are a rarity. The lifestyle, diet, exercise and other changes you are committing to equally matters if not more.

Taming the Tongue

If i can’t control what i put in my mouth and what i put out of my mouth. I can’t control anything. Taming your tongue = taming your mind and all your senses. Seeking Forgiveness. APTTU.

Digital Psychomanipulation

This is why I strongly urge anyone to apply caution and skepticism when consuming online content. And strongly advise youngsters to stay away from it. While things may not be this lightheartedly evident or conclusive as the outcome of this dually laced image. There are several online content and posts that may pass for normal or news or fun that are extremely manipulative beyond words, images and videos. These are manipulative times. Don’t lose your inner conscience and compass. Reduce digital consumption, revert to enjoying nature. Be Well.

Kert Gunasekaran A obedient human’s challenge is this, a sacrifice, a prayer, a commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion are all the stepping stones invented by man to guide, train their inner compass towards the unknow, away from all the other distractions humans have invented from the occupation of mind. But it becomes a distraction when they don’t know where to go and start going in circles. Repetition is never the answer, but there will be some repetition needed for growth. There is circular movement in a spiral. But the path is a spiraling out journey not a circular one, though it feels like you are going in circles, your challenges will grow so will you. But if you keep falling into the monotony of repetition with no growth, it becomes your trap away from the unknown. You will practice sacrifice, prayer, commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion with no avail. This becomes your trap, others may follow you or find you disciplined, even noble but that’s irrelevant. Your covenant is to grow with the unknown not climb social determinants or conformities. That is no true bearing in your inner growth. I have found rich religious fools I despise and poor wise people I embrace with affection.

The Circular movement in a Spiral

A obedient human’s challenge is this, a sacrifice, a prayer, a commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion are all the stepping stones invented by man to guide, train their inner compass towards the unknown, and away from all the other distractions humans have invented from the occupation of mind. But they all become a distraction when they don’t know where to go and start going in circles demanding things and answers. Repetition is never the answer, but there repetition is necessary for growth.

There is circular movement in a spiral. But the path is a spiraling out journey not a circular one, though it feels like you are going in circles, your challenges will grow so will you. But if you keep falling into the monotony of repetition with no growth, it becomes your circular trap away from the unknown. You will practice sacrifice, prayer, commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion with no avail. This becomes your trap, others may follow you or find you disciplined, even find you noble but that’s irrelevant like fools gold. Your covenant is to grow with the unknown not climb social determinants and tainted conformities. That is no true bearing in your inner growth. I have found rich religious fools I despise and poor wise people I embrace with affection.

The unknown (god) wants nothing from you, no sacrifices, no rituals, no prayers, no commitments, no temples, no statues, no songs, no chants, no ceremonies, no religious frameworks, not even a thanks. For nothing that is humanly possible can near the unknown. But simply be with the unknown, be in the unknown. Allow your heart and mind to be filled with the unknown, the trees have, the birds have, the skies have, mother earth has. Allow yourself to be filled with gratitude, grace and peace, there is guidance there, there will lie a path for you, you will not lead but be lead. I hope you experience it. You will discard you as much as you can, feel the blessing that was always waiting for you, for you doesn’t exist. And that will do. APTTU

Seated on a fractured character

where I should have demonstrated maturity I showed immaturity and where I should’ve been sincere, I was insincere. I could produce a thousand reasons to justify it over the years. But I know now is I am categorically wrong, and embarrassingly ignorant. I must strive to do two things. Seek forgiveness from those who I took for granted in those ignorant moments, and never repeat it to anyone, for it’s a reflection of me not them. All those things I pride myself for is mere shallowness for my temperament is foolish and seated on a fractured character. I submit this to hurt my ego or what’s left of it, and desperately attempting to course correct my path forward both ways. Grateful to the unknown for showing me the light and the way. APTTU.

Learn to Unlearn

I refrain from few dear ones not because our wavelengths are different, not because they are rude, but they have taken on their fair share of hardships and conformities of life, which has made many a shell around their minds. I withdraw from venturing too far with them as I sense a growing distance, an inner disconnect within them which can easily hurt others around them in their complacent oblivion. See the thing is we all must learn to unlearn, for the ways of the world has a habit of transforming our mind and soul into stone thats rigid and impenetrable. it keeps layering over and over us until we become immovable on its surface. Life when living becomes non-living, this a truth we often ignore for our definition of life is basic animation. It’s far more than that, but due to the majority rule we accept incomplete definition of living. But our ascension will quietly fade away from us no matter how much we fast or pray. While our rigidity may be resourceful for mundane repetitions of our lives, it will rob us of our continued understanding of the universe and the beautiful unknown. We have to be like a river, a river is never at the same place twice. We often talk about growth, change and adaptability. But those are baseless terms and hinge upon the value of unlearning that must occur in your life. Not forgetfulness but intentional discarding of beliefs and practices that was once cherished and celebrated. We must constantly unlearn the things that unknowingly weigh us down, those which do not pass the test of inner alignment anymore, that which perhaps continues to exists in us out of tradition, upbringing or even from the dogma of living. For instance, I laid down the weight of religion from me. The miraculous thing is it made me admire appreciate all the religions, including the one I left on the wayside. I left many aspects of my upbringing such as hierarchal systems, as it too carried despair and desperation on me. I find many dear ones stuck and lost in such conditions. Its not an easy road, I want to unlearn the narrow definition of happiness posed by material society, continuously working on it. Because language has taught us happiness and peace are different when it’s not as one is a pathway and the other a mere reflection. There is so much more to unlearn. what if I told you each language, culture comes to you with a set of invisible rules that you are raised to unknowingly be complaint to. I know not how to convey all this. But I wish to embark you on this important journey of unlearning to free your soul to see the true beauty, the real barriers beyond those that are spoken of. All i can say is Learn to unlearn, then unlearn to learn the unknown . APTTU. I write to rest my heart, for the unknowns perfection forgives my imperfections.

Root

“Flowers will get admired, celebrated and get a lot of buzz, even give people fond memories. Whereas, the dark brown roots will always be ignored, expected to be in dirt, in the dark and dig deep. Thats human fallacy. But when the roots die, the tree falls” – Root. Buddha didn’t just sit under a tree but he sat on top of its roots as its grounded crown prince. Rain or Shine roots are the deep Divine.

My wish

“My wish for humanity is you stop believing in god, and start knowing god. All else will fall in place in this world.” – K.G.

curse of maturity

Heres the rub, Your maturity will want to reason with them. Will want to help them see, understand what they are omitting, ignoring. Will want them to know how they were utterly disrespectful. But their immaturity will never be ready for any of this. It’s also why they do what they do what they do. Any attempt to do so will backfire big-time. So you need to have even more maturity to let it all go. Best thing you can do is reduce your footprint in their life, share less, be less, do less. Walk away softly. For your sanity.

Resting emptiness

At its heaviest knowledge will feel empty. When your understanding of this world surpasses you. You will feel an inexplicable emptiness inside.

A distant view

“It’s strange how a little digital screen takes me far away from myself, and the far away mountains and the blue sky bring me closer to my soul.“ – I said it

Luxury of thoughts

Frequently when I write my thoughts down, I pause to realize how thought is a luxury for so many. Any one who is free to think has an obligation to free many minds to think. This is an innate duty for without it his or her thoughts are useless and mere vanity. I beg to stand apart from such immaturity. selfless Deeds alone bring meaning to such thoughts. APTTU for this luxury of thought and committing my pledge of actions from my thoughts. APTTU.

Abandon and Surrender

Desire in anything including work or job can engulf you and while you maybe lost in it, reveling in your sense of duty. Such pride is also shallow. You are also lost in time and with the unknown. Only in the unknown can you be found, all else are traps for the mind. Yogis and Monks understood this ; permitted only the menial labors for the body to avail while the mind stays focused in the unknown. A day after writing this, the following random message appeared on my feed. Now I have to read the Baghvat Gita. APTTU.

In every moment

How often you think of the unknown in your daily mundane moments, and through gratefulness for joy, and peace matters more than when you seek him in troubled or unsettling times. APTTU. We rush to ask, but slow to give. We rush to ask for everything but slow to give thanks for whats given. APTTU. Forgive me for I wander like a child learning to walk.

You answered

You answered, ever since I was a child observing our world I have been disturbed of how there was so much poverty, pain and suffering. Why do we hurt each other, kill each other and ignore each other. You were silent, or rather now I know I was not listening. “All that exists because we obstructed you from existing in our hearts and minds.” Even if nature was unexpectedly harsh, we as humans could have devised things to save innocent lives, but we didn’t. We were mislead by our own immaturity that spreads like wildfire. We being void of you simply carried on and complained, named you to blame you for our ignorance. I’m ashamed and weak. Forgive me and many who realize this with me through these words and their deeds. But I follow this with yet a another ignorant thought, can we fix things now, there is a growing doubt in my heart even in your presence I worry for the future of humanity. Perhaps it is my absence of adequate faith and conviction that seeds this. Forgive me, Nonetheless, I will do what is asked of me, and perhaps it seeds the rest to do whats asked of them to heal this world in your glory so we may speak of your presence in the entire universe. I know other forms wish to see this miracle. Like the hymns inside a cathedral, may the universe reverberate in your presence also through humanity. APTTU.

Beware of screens

I must be lost to see

The truth about spirituality that no one talks about is this. Its origin in a human being stems from self and selfishness, whether its grief or defeat its stems from an acute need for self identity. And it very much starts with the ‘I’ and gradually works its way to negate the very ‘I’ from self, to be left with selflessness. But this journey is not for all especially those seething in entitlement, as they will always prematurely stop and revert when their very journey questions the bedrock of ones self. I must be lost to see

Friendship

In my mid 40s, I realize- friendship is when you fondly and deeply wish someone the very best life, health and success has to offer, no matter what plight you are in. And if you are that someone, you are quite lucky.

Spiritual Shortsightedness

-The Desire for “Gurus” – Part1

I always wondered why so many kind beautiful minds stop too prematurely in their quest and settle for so called “gurus”.

Gurus are the anxious minds fixture insert to fill a growing void. So called “Gurus” provide a hatch for these innocent troubled minds to close the void. With ashrams, persuasive speeches and rituals. Its a trance set forth that many get ignorantly trapped. It buys time away from their daily drama and hardships. But it actually takes away their time, for many-their lives are poured into the words of a single beings’ reflections, which is far from their own self’s awareness. It’s no different than taking pain killers giving momentary reprieve as you never were cured of the issue causing pain, and if you stop taking the pain returns. Such is the survival traps of such gurus and their programs. Its sort of like spiritual outsourcing. Think about it we outsource almost all of the things we use, these gurus are such outsourcing of a mind’s ultimate quest. Jiddu K, spoke volumes on this. He was a great human being. The very nature of this setup is a mistake against the unknown. A true teacher is like a good parent, who will serve you limitlessly, to take on life, and not consume you and become the focal point. Not sit on thrones, allow to be worshipped like deities, permit rituals on themselves as a spectacle. These are sickening to even imagine but happen. They will not permit these in any way, their ego will be under check and their acts of service will speak not their indulgent self vanity celebrations. All answers the mind seeks are everywhere, its in nature, its in good deeds, its in all people. When the student is ready the true and only teacher will appear. Be well. All Praise To The Unknown.

A true warmth

You may have noticed, True love is kind, wisdom and maturity is kind, authentic servant leadership is kind and nurturing. They are like the air you breathe, its always there you don’t often see it, you don’t even think of it much, but you depend on it, you enjoy it, you cannot live without it. Whereas hate, anger, revenge, temptations, consume you like an unstoppable fire, have a death grip on you, until it,not you, is momentarily satisfied. You are someone something else when it consumes you, obscures your clarity, rationale, your self is lost. Hence its so potent overpowering upon others and yourself, you become no different than a raging hammer or a wielding tool, that such presence in you destroys others and your self. It may even be praised by fools, that glory may sit helplessly in its lap. But its futile, they amount to nothing in things that truly matter. Narcissists leave wakes behind because of such a lasting trait masked as relentless selfish ambition. Only a critical self introspection, humility, and a willingness to seek truth, harmony, understanding can liberate one’s self. There will be withdrawals and failures in this journey. As many times as you are cast out of the temple or runaway, always head back, always return as the door is always open with the unknown. APTTU.

Death Is Return

Death is Return. – understanding this multidimensional meaning and then gaining acceptance of it is one of the most difficult, emotional and complex thought a human can experience in their lifetime. Its counterintuitive a runaway knowledge. Because its the deliverance of the finite from the infinite. Its the knowledge of closure, departure from thats so dearly loved and attended to. This awareness is a last principle, not a first, implying its an artifact of a conscious journey. This truth mustn’t give joy nor sorrow, but profound peace in knowing of the cycle of life, and the strip down to the nameless soul. What happens, thats later. One does not arrive to this thoughtfully alone but experientially, religion can be a bandaid logic here, for the pious it can even help heal but with misinterpretations of afterlife. Death is return, birth in every sense is Departure (later). Most find it easier to live to ignore, deny, refute and acutely suffer in the absence of this understanding. I’m no exception but…

the Spiritual Stray

Yes, its very possible for someone seeking the spiritual unknown to lose their path in the very journey, and go astray. I understand this firsthand. I cannot begin to describe my trials in this path. We must realize that its not a whenever you can journey, perhaps thats beginner level. The path is not an open wide road with exits and entrances, but rather it is like walking on tight rope above a canyon while being blindfolded. Oh yes and it can be done, as few before us have proven it to the world. But this can be initially absolutely terrifying, yet the most fulfilling path -this first and foremost requires a daily discipline and focus. The key operand here is “daily” which for those relentless eventually becomes every moment of their being. And by discipline I don’t mean a self destructive; imposing discipline, but an astute focus with sensory restraint and a proactive gentle core mind. Trust me when I say this, when your deeds are pure and you are giving your best shot given all you are faced with, you will be Led. Its very possible, and let not your illiteracy of vedas or all scriptures discourage you, that deficiency is the sin of those who came before us and their selfish failures not ours, at least not yet. you are enough and there is enough of the unknown already in you. you simply have to ‘selflessly’ (diff meaning) harness it and leverage your living to maintain it. You may also wonder don’t many roads lead to this? yes indeed, but all the paths eventually merge like a tree with one trunk and many branches and many roots to one tree. There is an undeniable convergence in this universe, the big bang is an evident illustration of this fact, but saving more on this for later. APTTU. ACTTU.

about Truth

Only truth can be heard when unspoken, in silence, and can be read without words. Its unstoppable even is subdued temporarily.

Life is Plural

“Life is Plural”

Many great leaders both from the past and the present have illustrated this core message in many ways and many words. To me, the simple point of life, and, living is this; Life is plural, we are a fabric made of all the relationships we have and are supported by the relationships we carry forth. Love, kindness and embracing, leading with vulnerability are important constituents of relationships, to sum things up –

Life is plural.

Pic by Charlein Gracia

Give em peace at least after

Hey……at least in death give him peace and to those who deeply grieve some solace; to send him off the very last time. But how can you …..oh you are as… dead as the rest of you wondering with shredding souls and withering bones.

Lost 1

Recently lost a loved one to ignorance, cultural dogma, overcrowding, derivative pollution, poor infrastructure and absolute folly. I couldn’t nor didn’t do thing to prevent it. Now what and why does any of my accomplishments matter?

40 and the likes of it.

Pic Credit – by Lee Weng

I am writing this thinking of my bud, who seems to have his intrepid journey of life like the rest of us; entering the 40s. Well…I think most of our 20s we men are mostly searching, searching for stuff and people to do stuff with, and then in our 30s, we are searching for ourselves and solidifying ones’ self as a person clear with their likes and dislikes, and such, and of course wishing we didn’t waste time in our 20s! But its really in the 40s we get introduced to peace, peace with mortality so to speak, importantly peace with ourselves and this world in many ways I think, and realize our most important contribution: “Relevance”. So, I leave you with is my dear friend you are more relevant now than ever, you are relevant in your daughters life as she cautiously enters into her teens like all our daughters do, you are relevant to your spouse and co-workers as they look to you with trust and dependability. And most important of all, you are relevant to you to be at peace with yourself and win the world or the likes of it for just being you. Take care.

Virtue of humanity

To sum up a powerful virtue of humanity, if we could let complete strangers know that there is still goodness and kindness in this world through our deeds and way of life, it will rest well on the sands of time.
Pic by Daisy OBryan

Complacency

Complacency is a swift toxin that kills your brain silently

3 Tenets

Express Boldly, Live Confidently, Connect Humbly

Like a Light Bulb

Some of us are like ‘light bulbs’ that are meant for a Light House, not meant to shine bright on corporate floors.

Bulbs are often fragile, some are even inefficient, have a short life and burn out, but have a full and singular purpose; to guide many from darkness and perils that awaits them.

Photo by Evgeni Tcherkasski

Trust in God………

A couple of my loved ones always tell me, you should trust in god, or you should trust in god more, or place your trust in god. Well, I call it BS. Here is my theory. God or No God. I believe we have to do our best, exhaust all measures within our reach for something we are dead focused on achieving. Because after putting that level of effort in, you will probably accept your fate or the result readily. You did everything you can, nothing else is left to do, then god or no god, you are prepared to accept the result. Personally, I find myself accepting my failures better when that’s the case, in fact I don’t even feel god has let me down in those cases, as I can come to the resolve that my best was not good enough and I have discovered that to be the case in few circumstances in real life. Or back to the drawing board or try differently etc. So with all that, when it comes to important or passionate things if you are giving all you got, why the ef do you need to trust in god? is it the think positive scheme? I find that with many, this whole “trust in god” syndrome increases laziness, i.e. do half the $###, and trust in god! Go half the way, do sort of what you can and trust in god, where is the maniacal hard-work that should precede success, if you don’t know your fullest effort that may kill you. This trust in god prematurely as in most cases, is like a glass ceiling we tend to thrust on ourselves to atone laziness and inadequacies lacking a reality scale or calibration. For those who believe in god, here is a proposal, do your dam best, give it all you got, then lay it to god to grant things if you will. And when doing it, do it like he/she doesn’t exist, and you are all you got. Go give it everything and keep the faith. I am sure God will understand !

Aging

Nearing the midlife zone, I can speak with a degree of certainty, that your body will betray you, your mind will also start to betray you. The only thing that will stick with you are your habits. Get that sht in order!

Fail

I have failed more than a thousand times on so many things repeatedly. But I don’t know to quit nor do I want to.

Trail of Life

(written spontaneously and published without adequate proofing)
I have always wondered what I must share with my daughters as to what my takeaway is or what my overall view of the world as of today is, i.e. my complete understanding of it over time to date summarized. And of course, provide this in a simple message, or at least that’s the idea. I am not too smart to sum it up in a sentence / maybe I will try to focus a bit on word count and choice another day. I realize that this summary will be influenced both by my current view of the world which could be shaped by my near and distant past, nonetheless I want to try. And at least it aligns with my desire to live each as day as though it was my last, so I live it in full. So here goes…

First, each of our journey is ours and ours alone, we may be impressed by other lives, and choose aspects or perhaps ways to adhere to others, but never forget it’s your choice or your choices that shape you. Own it and Drive it.

Second, you may hate the analogy here but, though we are not primitive beings in jungles, the world for most part is still untamed in most ways and so are most of people’s hearts and minds, from all walks of life. Life in much ways is like as though one traverses through an unpaved winding trail in a dense forest, first you need to plan the basics and be prepared for the basic elements of risk and safety. Yet it’s the best adventure you are bound to have, yes there are thorns and poisonous reptiles that could be lurking anywhere but there are also the most beautiful and visually vibrant song birds that sing melodies to the soul that you wouldn’t want to miss. As you go through your trail, you will come across dwellers who have stopped or made home somewhere in the forest. They will speak to you only from where they are and it may be what you don’t know yet, but remember they are no different than you and its irrelevant if they were there before you or behind you. It’s still only your journey. Enjoy the sunshine through the tall trees and find the safest tree to shelter from the storms.

Third, I actually heard this on discovery channel survivor, the bare feet guy said it and it aligns with the theme I am working off of above, essentially the wisdom is this “the more you know the less you need” Every path you take in your journey and yes there will be many cross roads or cross trails in our case, the more informed you are the better your chance of success or survival in the trail you choose to take. And one thing and perhaps the most important aspect is this – learn about the players or the animals you may encounter beforehand. And the more you know, the less you will need to empower yourself. And trust me the trail is arduous and long, the less you will have to carry emotionally, mentally and physically the better. And if you can be ready for the situation you face, the better you will be in facing that situation.

Some before have coined the phrase “prepare for the worst and hope for the best”. In all honesty this strategy fails you utterly in practice as I have tried it, once you start preparing for the worst trust me there is no stopping until your mental preparedness exceeds or meets death of everything and everyone in every order and ways imaginable what good is that, and how in the world is it to give you any hope at all. It doesn’t work. Hope is one of the most important elements of life and survival.

Lastly, there is an inner awareness you have to carry with you all the time in your trail, it may translate as many virtues in you and it is the understanding of self and understanding of others situations or circumstances. Because to great extent we are creatures of our circumstances and those who possess great will and grit, to them circumstances become creatures of their doing. This awareness will lend to forgiveness, empathy, sympathy (cant tell the diff between em… , sym… sometimes gets all meshed inside anyways) and prevention of unsafe situations. But I will leave it up to you to determine whether you want self-first or selflessness first, and I can tell you couple of things on that front as well – the universal default including “gravity” is self-first and I have placed each of the two first in different circumstances in my life , both choices are great and both choices suck one way or the other. The only relief is in knowing this truth in most circumstances. But don’t ever get tired of selflessness and give up on it completely, because the world will test you in in and if you stop being selfless completely then your humanity is lost. And at the same time, don’t lose your life without your choice either by being all super selfless. You are not god incarnate. Pain and suffering is real in this life, don’t wish it upon yourself and on others unless to defend your own.

Anyway, the point about the inner awareness is simply this as you adventure through your trail you will encounter a variety of creatures that dwell in various settings, some pleasing and some not so much. The realization is this; those that you encounter in your trail they are very much creatures of their circumstances, they are for the most part surviving and have learned the ways presented to them to continue to survive in their circumstances. It’s often survival that’s making them do what they do often, whether it’s the reptile or the singing colorful bird we talked about, they are doing what they do for a reason to be alive which they have found to work or have gotten programmed to doing. Rest is all just details. In the end, never fail to look at the blue sky or the stars at night they never lie and always smile. Dad loves you : )

Grandeur thoughts

Having grandeur thoughts and thinking about the big picture or asking the big questions of life are alone not sufficient and may be even amount to utter insignificance and nothingness, take up space and time like everything else in it.

Actions from these matter, perverseness in spite of these also matter, spreading consciousness matters.

Man

A man brings out his worst in war and his best when courting a woman, and I suspect both are unstable states of his mind.

are you listening ?

I have come to sadly reject “almost all” of humans notions of god, faith and such concepts embedded in religion, primarily due to 2 reasons:

1. I don’t like the egotistical, self-colored, lopsided tenets driven to preserve self and ‘destroy rest’-‘dont care of rest’- ‘rest of you are wrong’ mindset, but I do enjoy some beautiful souls melodies sung to mine from within these worlds.

2. Whatever it is i want to figure things out myself, like everything that’s important and profound in life’s experiences. I will seek counsel in everything that mankind womankind et all have realized, established on this earth as righteous. I will do all this while not being egotistical in this pursuit as I don’t want to replicate a simpletons religious mindset.

But no matter where I stand with this topic, Whether i am upbeat or beaten down when I see the morning blue sky with the sun shining high, or the snow covered hills as far as my eye can see or when i feel a gentle breeze wrapping me tightly, I cannot help but ask ‘are you listening ?’……

……are you listening to my hearts cry for truth, are you listening to my praise of you, are you listening to my foolish search….are you listening to it all ?

Obedience

Obedience never comes from Kindness, but love and loyalty does

Discipline is obtained from authority

Nature

Nature, the outdoors always comforted me on her gentle days, and humbled me on the rest. She’s cosmic.

Joy and grief

Sadly, people who have experienced the greatest joy and greatest suffering in this and in their world know all the boundaries of the human consciousness. Rest are merely existing.

Society and you

Society has a way to let you discover your fears and weakness well before your strengths, that you often get stuck in the beginning and so goes your entire story. Overcome, cross, because most don’t. And they are the building blocks of this society, what are you ? who are you ? if you are afraid to ask, you are one of them for starters.

History

History doesn’t do the selfish.

The man who loved, and cared for his family and friends, and contributed nothing else never entered history and is forgotten quickly after he is gone.

People and advises

It’s amazing how people give you advise like they know what they are talking about on the most important things? In mean cmon who really who knows who ?

I am not talking about flying a 747 or instructions for opening the parachute mid air or operating your scuba gear. No, I am talking about things like – what will make you happy, what’s it gonna take from you, is money important or a simple content life important? Is a 6digit salary as a small cog in a big company better or as the head of a small shop making small 5digit salary? Is a big house to show off important or a good spouse who understands you important? A family to live with and do road trips or the money to book a flight to travel around the world with a backpack important ? Like who can be the counselor or judge of these things in life but you, so why the hell do people ask others or think that they can answer that for others ??Shouldn’t the answer always be “I don’t know, do what makes you happy, think is right and keeps you happy after you done it ” ???

What is true Engineering ?

Engineering is Creativity with Measurements

– I said it

with power

With great power comes great responsibilities, and if one isn’t responsible, it slips and sets to mediocrity at best.

m**** work

My 5 yr old S cutely came to me the other evening, saw me clicking through a lengthy word document procedure revision, a typical task from my day job. She stood next to me for a few seconds, watched me and then said these simple words.

To me, it was beyond simple, it was the most profound stuff I needed to hear at the cross-roads I was at. The words to me summed up the rut I am in.

“Wow daddy you are doing a lot mouse work”

an idle brain is a what ?

The world all over has devised, devices ingenious and successful ways to keep one’s mind occupied every second. Full of clutter and tasks and temptations. It’s a masterpiece of the brain towards self-preservation, as in silence from all this it suffers a grave calmness. In silence it truly asks, searches. It breaks down and reforms to a far superior yet perilous level of consciousness.

Saying “an idle brain is a devils workshop” is one of the biggest concealment it taught itself and the world. This is one is a special one, as on surface its very true, within a followed or required structure idleness can be detrimental. But with purity of mind or after a sincere long search for it and when idleness lends to calmness and clarity. Mind wanders into uncharted territory; less spoken of, superior and yet troubled grounds.

Paralyzed Dreams

At some point in an average adult’s life, there comes moment where their mind brings up something.

The inner mind reminds them of all their childhood dreams, aspirations, their original plan they set for their life. Some perhaps were of a child but yet some of those their true path founded on talent and their calling. And it reminds them in subtle ways that it’s over now, that it’s not possible anymore to chase those vibrant dreams. Its as if wonderful melodies are sung to a paralyzed man, the adults listens, he knows, he feels but he can’t move, he is come to a point where he can do anything about it, he can’t enjoy to its full spirit for he is near death and paralyzed in the inside. It’s at that point one truly dies in his heart. I think many of us suffer this and we carry on after with the rest of our lives; for the duties, for the temptations, for our senses and for the distractions. This human condition is often inevitable as seen in many. The only alternative truly is, if one wishes to go there that is- is to try, try to your hearts content, succeed or fail, keep trying. Given all your shortcomings, given all your failures, given your nay Sayers, Keep trying to your hearts content, damit keep trying with a smile on your face.

MEN’s DNA

All men want eternal peace. But some men are meant for wars and revolutions, not for desks and pens.

The DNA of freedom, sovereign and innovation alike.

creator’s ultimate goal

Whether art or science or innovation: A creator’s ultimate goal is to make something much higher and greater than him and his life. So his work lives on after him.

Its almost as if a pure impression of god, if he existed. Nonetheless, its definitely the fabric of consciousness.

Discarded Crawl, Walk, Run phases of One’s Career.

As a new dad to twins, I can vividly remember the days when my twins could not even sit straight, to the days when they army crawled and to now running like mad mierkats.

I think the same is true in one’s professional career. But sadly this transition is killed in the “professional” setting due to ridiculous self-infliction and mad social conformance. When I look back at my and others first job out of college, it was definitely the crawl. Understanding the deliverables and communication and overall work environment was the big part of the learning. I needed to part of that setting to understanding – it made sense. But what am I still doing that is different from then? let me be clear we are not talking about one dimensional salary. But the professional satisfaction from a rewarding career as it happens and unfolds in life.

Now that a decade has passed, its getting more and more evident, the careers of most and I mean most – like 8/10 got stunted at some point right, fairly soon I would say.. But we don’t evidently see it nor do something about it. We just accept it as reality without even being strongly aware of it.

I think everything in nature has amazing natural progression except for man’s thinking. I mean its sort of there but very little very slow in pockets! Even a tree in the four seasons, progresses remarkably. But man for some dinky reason has lost his way when it comes to how he spends his time during the day.

Career wise when did you walk ? are you still crawling ? How can you run ? start running.

I can write a whole book around it, but simple as this renders maybe. I think anyone who has a “whitecollar” job should wake up and assess their risk aversion and submission to bland zero thinking. I can understand bluecollar. They are bringing everything to the table mind and body. It’s tough but they have coped with it. But all of us have to wake up. I do realize there are some who will find the comfort and risk aversion in current state more than others appealing. Leave them alone. But those who can see must act. For it’s who will slowly shape it for them and the rest.

Unsaid Truth for Courage

A Pure Heart is the invisible Armor of Courage

– K

a little crazy and a bit loose to be a successful entrepreneur

I think a little crazy and a bit loose are critical ingredients to be a successful entrepreneur. If not the world would weigh you down to a quiet halt before you even start.

Overcoming the fear of dying

The fear of one dying someday can only be subdued by one’s purest commitment to duty and responsibility. The greater ones duty and responsibility is, the lesser is their fear of death.
Whether you are a father or a solider or both, it is this strength that drives valor in the field you fight in.

This is a weapon in the wrong hands and a great pointer to the masses.

No matter the hurdles; committing to your duty and responsibility is very important to overcome this fear.
Furthermore, living a life filled with purpose which is defined by duty will set a precedence of your existence, that no matter how or when you die, your life will be known and praised.

Altruism

The desire and making time to help people only when things are going good for you, is a simpletons approach. Making it part of how you live your life each day, makes you truly a superior being.
Researchers chalk helping tendencies to chemicals and hormones and past experiences. But it’s not entirely true. Wisdom and Outlook greatly shapes it.

This is more a note to self than anything.

The glamor and fall of Christianity in US.

Here is why and one of few reasons why Christians and Christianity is going to fail in the US. And further deteriorate the religion as a whole.
I see this all the time, in corporate America, supermarkets and even in some churches.

“Christians” in their extravagant egotistical attires and selfishness have made church talk a filler conversation. It’s this thing one can talk about to show “yea b***h, I have a moral righteous high ground too..” I take every week. It is shallow, shameful and more dangerously killing Jesus’s teachings at the roots. No wonder you can’t tell why your child is not into jesus!

Hey you are free to choose and express yourself. I am all for that. Don’t be shallow and ignorant is all. Try to overcome it and reflect, that’s all I ask. For I promise you will realize more than you know today. May be you will speak differently.

I am being judgemental ? No, just an observational type and I detect root causes and slow degradations much better than most, thats all.

Greatness

Greatness doesn’t come in great or defining moments in life, it just happens to get noticed.

Who you are every moment counts not just a few now and then.

And most importantly, who you are when no one is around to observe matters the most. That pretty much defines you.

I said it

for those i care

I have realized that I also resort to write/blog to leave something behind for those I care; just in case all else I have gained fails them.

Possession and Television

Craving and possession of unnecessary materials, material temptations and excessive hours in front of the television are all precipitations of an un-trusting lonely life, which is full of emotions and heart yet without much needed human connections. What I fear of these, are those that are made by choice for they are misguided, of ignorance and lack of will.

Its as if a mind rushes to good yet poorly chooses to fill, big yet tender gaps of the heart with pompous trinkets of human ways.

– I said it

communication

If you think they don’t understand you. Then you have not taken the effort to communicate effectively to their capacity.

One who controls the language controls the conversation.

Roadkill, Dead animals on the road, Sorry.

Its spring, the animals like us come out of their holes, to see it. But too many die too soon too sadly on the roads by vehicles destined to move us to enjoy nature.

I have taken to doing something

Every time I see a poor lifeless one on the road that was unsuccessfully trying to cross the road for food or its mate or its little one. I say sorry. No matter what I was thinking whether I am happy or sad or frustrated. I say “sorry”. And I mean it to the creature whatever little to nothing it means. I still say “sorry”.

Sorry that we are the fools on this earth, sorry we are the biggest fools on this earth. Sorry we ignored your life so carelessly. Sorry though we are so stupid we are given the greatest responsibilities on this planet. Sorry we have not risen to care for life yet. Sorry one of ours killed you for no reason. Sorry we are not mature as a race as few still seek pleasure in killing their brethren. Sorry we are destined to repeat and grieve. I say I am “sorry”.

Religion, to hell with it

How am I to embrace a religion, when majority of its idiosyncrasies lies or results in violence and bloodshed?

(On NPR: I heard a Muslim father cry over his son’s body killed by Buddhists extremists, he while crying in pain and agony said “I used to be sad when my son got a small bruise, but now here is his body lying there. What can I say…”)

I am not a Muslim, but a father to my children. And I’ve heard enough over the years to be sure to say this.
Every religion wants to obliterate the other, if it’s not the religions or its tenets and only man’s interpretations. Then we created them anyway isn’t it? I certainly don’t need that.

Talent

Though not everyone is making money, anyone can make money. It is I believe more than that. Its about recognizing your talent and fulfilling a purpose and a cause. Doesn’t matter how big or how small it is or your gift is or is not. It’s about you doing what you are gifted to while rendering a value, no matter where you are placed on this earth and the color of your skin.

Management

True leaders when placed among middle ranks in mediocre and unwise management rise to challenge it and when there is only the risk of vendetta and retaliation in response, they leave the group to form their own. It’s a much wiser decision to abandon ill-willed, self-centered and stubborn members than to waste time shoring them. Such groups will corrupt and take good leaders down with them. Leave before its late.

overwhelming poverty

There is so much poverty and suffering in this world, that it overwhelms me at times, especially seeing kids suffer

about writing

I think, writing makes you responsible.

I can’t blog

After typing my last blog, I realized I am not anywhere close to being a good writer nor can I articulate my thoughts, and especially my feelings to words. the letters I weave together are dead and static. They are not alive at all even though the intent behind it was exhilarating. I suck at “blogging”. But I am going to do it anyway, *** ever!

fear

I have this fear, when I start to do right things; shitty things may happen to me.

Killing Trees for Christmas

I don’t get it. For a week’s show and a few’s ego. You go cut a nice beautiful tree and prop it inside your house and dress it with up lights and balls? That tree was fare more beautiful when it was rooted deep in the ground swishing in a gentle breeze, a warm haven to birds in the cold winters. Why did you kill it now ?

What’s worse is a day or two after Christmas it’s next to the trash. Yea some shoved upside down inside the trashster. The respect cycle it goes through in those few days is appalling.

I am not a tree hugger, buts this is stupid and chalking it to Christian tradition and values. Humans covet stupidity like no other species on earth.
Anyone who admires and appreciates the grandness of nature or someone who tries to understand the human condition or god for that matter, will know where I am coming from.

what should I title this ?

...my mind wanders to my setbacks and my disappointments. How I have failed and how I continue to fail in certain things taunts me. I try to justify it’s a human condition though I know I am better than that. At First I find reasons or faults in others, but I know I contributed to things not them. I force my mind to my own flaws and failures. We are creatures of circumstances, but to a great measure circumstances are creatures of us.

When I flounder in such, I cannot help but think of what could drive humans to be in much greater sadness, pain and hardships. I wonder what were ones choices and what were thrusted upon them.

Many had no choice. And Many did and chose very wrong.

I have a luck of finding documentaries on cable TV that reveal the mass shootings and bodies of people pulled out of gas chambers during Hitler’s reign. I find them in troubled moments which never helps or may be it helps too much.

I foolishly imagine what would go through my head before that bullet breaks my cranium. Will I be in fear of the pain to be inflicted upon me. Will I be crying for my end. Will I moan the deaths of those who were shot before me and my kids and family to die after me. Do I know their fate? Did I hide them ? Or they already shot. My stomach turns and my eyes cannot hold. Do I accept or resist reality inducing more pain. This is a never ending thought.

I can not accept mankind is capable of this. But logic and facts that lay infront of me confirms it’s the case. I am destroyed.

I keep running this thought over and over again until there is nothing left of me that’s clear and sharp. I am mentally tired. This thought keeps running on an infinite loop on certain days some days in the background, for I don’t have an answer, what would I be then, in that instant of departure from all I know, without my free will, and in pain, agony, defeat and suffering, and it destroys me.

Yesterday, It happened again, this time I added the glimpse of a show on Gengis Khan. He was worse, killing abusing women and children of his enemies. Millions died because of him, its just so away in time that he is forgotten more than Hitler. And videotaping did not exist during his time. What bothers me is, though these were two, Hundreds of men and women followed their orders and killed innocent people.

I am ashamed of what we are and what we can do. In these moments of thoughts of what we as a species have done to each other I cannot even grip the idea or concept of God. It seems meaningless and furthermore, projects as yet another dangerous idea that could lead to millions facing tragic deaths. If I was that jew dragged to the pit to be shot with hands tied and hundreds watching and waiting. With no hope, and endless tears, and loved ones killed in front me and or to be the next day or day after. The bullet is all I want.

Family constraints and Career

It has become more apparent and perhaps obvious now. Life will only keep increasing the constraints on you via family, day job (career) and health. So the sooner certain critical things are bolted down or accomplished and set in cruise control, the better.

I feel or estimate that I have dropped the ball on 5 good years of my life. Though many would say that’s nothing, I know it’s a lot. And each last year is a crucial year for the next few after it. And 5 younger years are expensive than 5 older.

I think I made some poor choices in education out of sheer ignorance or lack of understanding. I think this is probably because of a character or personality flaw. I am aware of it now, and know how to navigate it and with it. However, the same flaws allowed me to make some good family choices. But both in aggregation only have increased my family commitments and constraints in total. Time is less and spread thin is the norm.

But I hope it won’t stop me but only strengthen.

Types of Success

There are two types of success in this society-civilization

One is born out of excelling in conformance

The other is born out of excelling in defiance

… ‘aiming’ the more popular path. But not for long, not for long.

Around you

Never surround yourself with losers soon you will find yourself to be one.

Instead surround with good hearts and great minds and strong workers for they will lift you up to the fullest- Dravidan

Vision and a code

Man has to live by a vision and a code. If he can fulfill the former and maintain the latter. He has lived a full life no matter the duration of the stay.

empty gloat

If a man keeps recalling his distant successes, he has done nothing in his present day and definitely has no plans for the future. He is an empty container that has been reverberating out of an accidental stone. Don’t confuse with this the memories shared by our elders for that could be wisdom and inspiring words. But I am talking about the younger and the mentally weak. Who recount one accidental success over and over again.

Daily Mistake

I am starting to realize my mistake. I am waiting for that one great day far away, for something good, for that someone kind, that I fail to see today.

Living richly has nothing to do with wealth. And treating people lovingly has nothing to do with being loved. Mediocre souls seek returns higher ones simply give.

One’s priorities

A Woman should know her priorities for the day and a Man his left from his right hand. If only either were that simple in any given day.

Judging

I judge those who judge and stand to be judged by those who don’t judge none with humility and smile, for their wisdom and love is what I seek.

Exploring universe

exploring the universe is the extension of a pursuit that started 5000 years ago in us. We have just begun. Its driven by the primal fabric of the human spirit. We will continue to explore the universe as long as we survive in this universe whether on this earth or elsewhere.

Food

When a man is hungry. And his food is served after a small wait. No matter how beautiful the blonde who served it is, he will only look at the fries.

;)
Men I tell ya.

Popcorn ceiling vs universe

Starring at the popcorn ceiling got me thinking about the universe again. What if both came into existence with no clear intent. I mean why make the ceiling that stupid with so many little irregular some smudged some sticking together drops? There are probably billion+ drops on the ceiling, sounds awfully familiar. Does that one drop have a purpose, let alone the rest? Not really.

But they came about for a completely irrelevant mysterious reason (in both cases)

some more good ones down the drain

laziness prevails again, if only I read my own blogs frequently I could have avoided it. So many good thoughts went lost in my head, will it ever come up or come forward again ? just dont know. I almost have to blog during my long lonely drives.

The Battered Wheel

I am a bit disappointed with myself. I am doing – repeating the mistake I would never do. It’s almost like I am someone else in the inside and I have another outer me and letting it decay and letting it stray carelessly and irresponsibly. Like two concentric circles the inner me and the outer me. The inner me turns at 90 miles per hr but the outer at 3 miles. I don’t know how it got this bad. But when I realize how i don’t know that’s when it dawns on me that i let it become chronic in the past few years.

If you think about a simple wheel which has an inner wheel that has to spin to turn the outer wheel which then moves on the road ( might add a pic to explain). To gain traction on the road of life two things need to happen

1. the outer wheel needs to get traction on the road (of life)

2. the inner wheel (gear) should engage and propel the outer wheel and not slip. You follow ?

I let it slip, so the inner wheel kept turning but it never engaged the outer wheel, and the outer wheel kept moving aimlessly, stopping, moving here and there on the road. I let this be. I am at fault

So what are these ??

a. inner wheel = yourself, your mind, your spirit.

b. outer wheel = your body, the perceived image of you by others, your definition per your career, family, workers

c. road = life

I always told myself to not let this happen, i have caught it now, but i knew it all along, i was not supposed to allow this and now the slip and less traction and the wandering is showing up on my career, family time and more importantly health. it has affected my health!

it’s never late to do the right thing, so here I go to engage and propel and move.

This applies on the road and in life!

Ok first, i still have not figured how to rotate images here!

Now, you are only as good as the dumbest in front of you. And often the brighter ones ahead of you as slow to get this and slowing you down even more due to the dumbest one ahead of all of you.

Think about this both in your career or work place and while driving. And be safe.

Third World my as

“Third World” Which ill-repute coined this word and why is it still getting used by many today.

Calling a nation a third world nation is as bad as calling an African American a negro. The usage is utterly derogatory and condescending and revokes a sense of ill placed pride and ignorance on the one using it.

If my knowledge is right there is just ONE world, One god forsaken earth spinning around the sun. Where is the second and third.

When I heard educated people use that term “inadvertently” in a proper corp setting, it just irks me completely. I can not help but judge and ridicule their level of ignorance and pathetic small mindedness.

FYI: I like and respect people of all races and color, the majority and the minority, that’s the great thing about this nation, this world for that matter, we are one and the same.

Its that simple

Full days lead to a full life. And only you should define what “full” is.

Universe, Curiosity TV Shows on cable – Really ?

Antimatter- we get it. If one digs dirt/earth and piles it up, you leave a hole on the ground and a pile, anti-matter and matter respectively. We get it. So stop harping on it.

Dark matter- yea, yea

Universe is huge and several billion years old – we get that too

Big Bang- Oh yea we got that.

If a ADD like me could figure a few things out, why they hell is it taking these astrophysicists this long to figure these things out. Your box dinners not good? Feeling lonely are we?

I can bear with “ego” polluting reasoning and rationale in many things of life. Things like religion, politics, racial segregation. economics etc, I get it. But when it comes to the god forsaken pursuit of truth of outer space, the origin of the universe and ‘related things’, guys/physicists in particular just knock it off would you. We are one in this pursuit, cant you behave in that premise or class of thinking?

I am just getting tired of these bearded and vacuum thinkers, these anti-social long haired clowns, so called astrophysicists and astronomers coming up on these paid cable channels like science, history, discovery and farting out random ridiculous theories about the universe.

You know people are not idiots, you guys keep up with this random ego driven universe or creation theories with no founding on anything. In other words theories built on top of theories with no experimental observations. People are going to catchup. And the when next round of “government funding” comes along, your research grants won’t even be enough for toilet rolls where your theories should be kept. These guys are no different to those money laundering religion channels selling “miracle water”.

Time out: btw I am not asking you to introduce god in the mix or religion or anything like that, just get your/the facts straight and don’t be pulling origin theories left and right out of your.. and chalk it to quantum mechanics.

Cant you morons work together with your peers, butt heads, whatever and figure out what best explains? Are you so needy you want that media time that bad, when stuff and theories are that immature and to become ass clowns instantaneously?

Here is THE Question: We get the birth of matter, BUT how and where did the black invisible dark space come from, in which matter was born ‘somehow’ (the subject of your theories). What is the dark invisible empty space (I know its not empty ok), But where does the darkness end, what are the boundaries of that dark emptiness ??

And you can shove all your origin of matter/stars/ galaxies theories up….that is old news.

Even I could explain that.

Also that curiosity sci-tv show in which Stephen Hawking appeared and explained that there was no reason for the big bang (no causality) and there was nothing before that is/was/will be BS. But I will continue to respect him and his work.

Don’t even get me started on “multi-verses”. It’s like a fool endedup ordering a pizza, finds his pizza nicely sliced-up in a box, goes around telling everyone that he ordered one and got 12! Dumbass.

Creation and universe is near and dear to me, gloves come off.

Laziness

Laziness is not a vice nor a lack of discipline, it is a prevalent human condition, a state of mind that exhibits itself in both the sliver and overall.

What we tend to observe about it is usually the obvious, but laziness is masked all over in various forms. In the Mundane, non-risk oriented, complacency, even many aspects of one’s faith and beliefs are and could be its symptoms.

Sleeping and couching too much is not the only form of laziness, those are the simple symptoms of this greater human condition.

But laziness is also a peace keeper, a tax collector, a rule enforcer, a non-game changer, routine-builder. A building block of society when it’s symptoms are light to moderate.

When the condition exceeds it’s master,i.e. stronger symptoms, we get the opposite effect: we get poverty, violence, corruption, inequality, etc.

Keep in mind the above are also derivatives of other aspects/conditions of life and not just this. Also note the symptom connection, what is the cure you ask ?

Prayer, God if you exist

God if you exist, I seek your forgiveness and mercy.

Give me the discipline to do what is right per my conscience which you have placed in me.

if you don’t exist. Let my consciousness be my guiding light and these thoughts it’s path.

Hell (if x 2)

If I am going to hell, I might as well enjoy the ride.

Sheep Standing

If you stand next to the sheep, don’t be surprised if they drive you to the slaughter house

Corporate Culture

Everyone wants to move up and are looking up that no one is looking at those who are down.

Quit Motto

Never quit. But if you chose to, quit completely and at once.

talking to trees

I like talking to trees once in a while, sounds like a mad man talking isnt it.

But lets see whats mad and what isn’t. We strap ourselves on a metal tube and shoot ourselve out 30,000 ft in the sky while listening to ipod. Its not that different from the circus act of a guy being shot from a cannon. Add these to the cannon man; such as few propellers, flat extensions and and some round rubber they are one and the same.

And we strap our 200 lb flesh to 2ton of metal and jet through settled tar and gravel, we fight over whose “god” is stronger. We forget we all came from one place and behave as though we are from different planets.

We eat and pass in places separated by2 inches of wood or “drywall”. We wrap ourselves in deadskin or dead fur and call it leather n fashion. We reproduce out of no reason, purpose, or intent and instead blame it on Love and God

We throw away our lives in the name of income and day jobs. We rush through life as though we will have another chance. We live in social settings that conform us to nothing. We socialize with utter sham and deceit. We shop because we saw someone else do it. We waste our evenings and nights watching others do dumb things and call it entertainment.

We die believing there is more to life. Now, can I talk to trees ?

Artist Attitude

Why do the so called “artists” have an attitude. I cant stand most of them. There are some down to earth, wonderful artists. But most of them are just holes.
I dont understand where they get thier snob/I am supreme behavior from ? Of all people, if they are gifted I understand being confident, but why be snobby, you have a talent a gift wont that make one stronger and humble at the same time? Idiots.

Stagnation

Stagnation is dying unnoticed. Laziness it’s biggest catalyst.

Heaven and Hell Nonsense

I am not going to waste my time with the beliefs of heaven and hell, and those who have a problem with it can go to either I don’t give a.

I am not describing about faith and god here, wasting the present in the name of rewards in heaven or repercussions in hell seems just dumb. If you have to believe in those to believe in god you might as well shove it. Let your moral compass be your pure faith if you have one or your clear conscience if you have one.

Heaven is what you make of it, your loved ones smile upon you is heaven. Your willing help to a stranger in a surprise moment is heaven. The smile on a starving poor kids face after a quenching meal is heaven. Live in those, you are in heaven.

And man’s inherent greed creates hell.

I don’t like the idea of heaven and hell. Don’t waste time on this earth, period. The rest is over before you know it.

a truth I wish I am reminded every day

Angels mostly dont look like the conventionally portrayed.

And Devils dont look like the conventionally portrayed either.

and often devils appear like angels

and angels like the averages.

Purpose and Violence

“Lack of purpose leads to violence. War is the only exception, where it’s purpose is fully misguided.”

Our species can not handle a purpose-less pursuit. Its fear manifests into beliefs, wants and desires. It hides in faith, religion and judgement. When it doesn’t surrender in its chosen vessel, it erupts, conflicts, voilence is born.

Whats maturity ?

I have come to believe maturity is modulating anxiety. If you are not careful it could rob you of life.

average math

Morning Person

I think I am a morning person, but the usual morning routines are often not for a morning person. Which probably makes me not a morning person. But I think I’m a morning person, like on Saturdays, Sundays, and all Holidays, am pretty sure I am.

I am night owl too….

Living

Why do we live like we have another chance at things ?

Buying Time

Buying Time is usually a waste of it

Flight

I always try and do all the right deeds before I take a flight. I wish I live everyday with that sense of awareness and stay on the ground or fly on a contraption I made!

Canvas Art

Canvas art is over rated.

There is so much of art around us everyday, whether it’s our binder metal or the design of a plane.

Art has form and no form on occasions , art is not always random or just a spurt of thoughts, there could be science to it.

If one choses to; one could add science to form art, any art and vice versa.

When people are blind to everyday art yet craze over canvas art/artists it’s ridiculous. They are no art experts. They have limited vision or may be confined taste. Understandable!

Canvas art is way overrated that’s all. O I don’t want to even get started on contemporary…. !

my way

I see how the world works wrong

I stand here in fear of losing my mind

I stand here nervously wondering must I comply

I stand here in sadness of how people hopelessly live in vain

Must I comply or chose a path of my vision

Should I comply or live

But must I do my will I shall do it carefully

So I do what I chose to do and yet stand tall

But may be its asking too much to please all

May be its selfish and in peril just to please one self

May be a bit of both and slowly to one way

my way

Understanding

My present understanding of god is very limited in explaining the existence of our universe.

I am not entirely to blame for this predicament.

Barren Mind

Sadness and barrenness are natural precipitation of a mediocre mind. One’s stubborn will and clear conscience are its only remedy.

When this remedy is not achieved, the overwhelming barrenness leads to worldly temptations.

people and pretense

I think people are not themselves almost all of the time, and those who are, are famous.

I think people pretend to be someone they are not due to social conformance, and those who dont are simply famous.

I think people try to be someone they are not, almost all the time and those who don’t actually live a full life, no matter what the length of it is!

paying attention

I realized if I don’t pay enough attention life can just go by before I get to know me and rest. And it can happen each day and any day and all day and every day. And Before I know its over.

Daily tasks

I also delight in accomplishing humble tasks as though they were great and noble.

wisdom and wealth

A wise and wealthy man is like a medicinal tree who keeps curing those in need. One should seek wisdom first before seeking the other, as with enough wisdom any wealth is enough to serve.

selfish

My selfishness seems to lead me nowhere and my virtues at least take me somewhere…I think.

Battles

my battles are beyond this world,

Plan to

Dream with Dreamers, Think with Thinkers, Work with Workers, Play with Players, And Lead Like Leaders to make this World a Better Place

2009 a recap (13 lessons learned in the year)

Few lessons learned along the way in 2009

1. A year can go quite fast

2. Life can get challenged

3. Life has a fading aspect or nature to it. It only gets worse when left unattended

4. Listening wont hurt

5. Sacrifice and Discipline are virtues when aimed at right things in life can get a lot more

6. You are only as smart as the dumbest one in front of you. Apply it on the road and in a corporate setting

7. Complacency is a toxin that retards your brain silently

8. Loved ones can get hurt

9. Life IS delicate

10. If you love to do something, and you crave to do it, just do it

11. Motivation starts always and only from the within, and can get fueled from the outside. Dont fail to connect

12. Speak Boldly, Live Confidently

13. Kindness – I have a lot to learn about it (esp. from my wife and also from my mother)