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My theories based on my life observation, reasoning and intuition alike

Why are there monks ? 

Have you ever observed that in most cultures and religions there are monks or sanyasis, why is there such a concept and presence. Appears to be a convergence of sorts while they are all different settings. First and most obviously, the truth is singular for ALL of Humanity. But why do monks do what monks do?

  1. To separate signal from noise. it is one of the straightforward practices to detect the most powerful signal/frequency/vibration/message, stay with God the great Unknown in this world, mind you a world that is filled with distractions, temptations, duties, chores and so on.
  2. The second reason I find is equally important and more fascinating. While most monks won’t achieve this state, but the mechanics is as follows: 
    • The mind dismisses (masters) the body,
    • The body dismisses (masters) the sensory pleasures. 
    • And they together dismiss living, thereby conquering death.

With very high attunement these are possible by anyone anywhere, not easy but possible. This was the learning from past 30 days. Be Well.

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Correct Gratefulness

“With Gratefulness comes servitude to do good. For without service to all beings, Gratefulness seems selfish”

Caution: Seeking to understand the eternal

Seeking to understand the eternal, the so called universal understanding will result in the reduction of self. Read that again a few times before going any further. Yes, you will become meaningless and nothing to yourself, yet become everything. Read that a few times too. 

The grand awareness and its pursuit can impede your family and worldly duties. There is no balance there is only severance of either for the other.  It may be temporary, of one for the other, nonetheless impacts the same; as this will become the way of your so called family life. No one explains this dire conditioning when you begin. The ones who kept going pretty much all of them, ALL of them who came before us, abandoned their duties or their past selves. It’s inevitable but I see a slim path to overcome it, more on that later.

Also, the desire to conquer will leave, while left with inordinate strength and capability to do so.  You can read people, predict or adjust circumstances, examine how things will unfold before they do. You become a war machine who seeks no war. 

To understand a perfect being

This hit me actually in my sleep around 3AM today. How can an imperfect being like me, fully understand a perfect being ? And isn’t that right off the gate a wishful thinking to begin with ? In other words how can a simple finite four dimensional being understand a multidimensional universal creator ?  This separation is why we are unable to discern God adequately in our lives, and furthermore the journey will always be in a gradient flow between you and the universe. This is an important fact to understand and surrender to. Seeking the truth is a flow state, like a river flowing through you to the eternal, there is flux, there is energy, but its a flow state. Calm but always flowing between two points. All praise to the Unknown. 

The Argument; God is Minds Fabrication, is a validated theory except for a grand truth, making Gods existence irrefutable. 

Of course, evolution of our kind has steadily programmed us to make sense of all things, to categorize, organize, label stuff so there are no surprises or shocks. Steady the fight or flight patterns so to speak. And certainly many can argue logically and soundly that god is a mere fabrication of the mind. Furthermore, in many observations of our human kind, may also validate this theory.

But I place one important fact front and center. The universe is no fabrication of man, it’s been there before us, and will be after us. Science only can explain the humanly plausible mechanisms of the universe at best. The frontiers of science also strongly suggests the existence of higher dimensions than the four, those living on earth are aware of. Throughout time Humanity suffers the disability to seldom accept nor understand its mere finite, infinitesimally  small subset status within the universe, as such an awareness is self detrimental to the core.

Furthermore, Its breadth of understanding cannot ever intrinsically exceed this boundary condition. However and oh by grace I submit, that like a blackhole, there is a loophole; I invite you to think, that logically one only can begin to comprehend all this when extrinsically allowed or aligned. And this no ordinary feat even for the extraordinary minds, but take it from me it is very possible.

Therefore logically and scientifically speaking, God the great unknown’s existence is absolutely irrefutable, granted the interpretations of this by many and the understanding levels of this truth is highly debatable as we observe even in such amusement platforms like facebook and tiktok. 

All Praise To The Unknown. Written as guided. Be Well. 

the unpredictable wind

God the great unknown, the infinite creator also made the unpredictable wind.  Just because you have a sailboat and a compass, you cannot expect him to always move you in the direction you desire. He will give you the wind, but are you a prepared sail?  “Calm Seas never made Great Sailors” – FDR

In Pain, decouple Emotions.

When in physical pain, decouple and eliminate the emotions that stem from pain. These emotions can rapidly multiply and hurt you more deeply. The emotions from pain are meaningless connections to the past where you second guessed yourself. They come to mock, trouble you about the “if” and “if only”. They are emotions full of assumptions ungrounded in reality. Don’t carry them especially in pain, they are sure to hurt more.  Handle pain without emotions, work on it as towards a solution. Good Luck. Be Well. 

The Gunasekaran’s paradox (G-Paradox)

In any moment, equally; there is life and death.  This G-paradox is similar to the Schrodinger’s cat; it illustrates quantum superposition with one discernment. The distinction is the separation of matter and antimatter and their juxtaposition to each other. In any moment of life, there is equal probability of life and death. In fact, both always exist simultaneously next to one another in the universe.

A Father witnessing the birth of a child, while right outside the hospital, a racoon loses its life being run over by a car. This is duality of life and death always co-exists, it temporarily delineates like matter and antimatter, which demonstrates life and birth as separate events occurring on a timeline.

For reference, Schrödinger’s Cat is a thought experiment devised by the Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger. It illustrates quantum superposition, where a cat in a sealed box is considered both alive and dead until observed. It highlights the paradox of quantum uncertainty and the role of the observer in physics.

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Leave Everything

God timelessly places a simple wholesome truth in front of us, and through many religions he conveys this. But We run away from this consistently. Our lack of trust in him and in us due to our conditioning makes us stray away from this foundational truth. God says Leave everything and come to me. But do we ? ever ?

No, and of course this is not easy, and no he is not testing us, he is not judging us, and he is definitely not transacting with us as many priests and preachers tend to make us believe through their interpretation of religions. In fact to the contrary, God is helping us with this covenant, for us to forge together with him, he sees us trapped in our own doings, in our own troubles he gets us more than we do.

We may attribute our struggles suffering to something or someone.While it may be the case, yet only you, in your mind who is enduring all this can release yourself to him. Only you, no matter the circumstances can go to him. For it is you who holds the door shut, not him. And also remember it is the infinite him, he never built that door either that you hold shut. It’s our human and social conditioning that creates it to.

God the great unknown claims you, calls you, says to you: LEAVE EVERYTHING AND COME TO ME. And by this he implores you; to place him above all and neither is he asking you to walk away from your duties the society has positioned you in either. He implies you place him above all in your mind and heart. Many sages monks all over the world have taken this truth to the fullest sense in the material world too. They have physically left everything to go to him. You, placed among your duties and societies can also leave everything in your heart to him, to place him above all else.

Because only Then you understand his infinite worth. And also by that he says; leave everything, and I will give you everything and beyond. 

All Praise To The Unknown.

what if wanting, doing Good is a desire too?

A question propped in my mind probably from seeing the world affairs. And my mental and physical state of helplessness about it all. Nature holds creation and destruction. A volcano when it erupts doesn’t stop for a village or trees. It has a purpose or existence equivalent to anything else of similar magnitude. A lightning strikes wherever the conditions are right for it to strike. Nature presents creation and destruction equally. So why must humanity choose morality? why good is a right choice? In War or conflict there are two sides. Both are right according to them and both are wrong according to the other. So what is good; a relative perspective or is it a moral absolute? How can anyone shamelessly strive for moral absolute when they are ignorant of theirs? Like I eat meat, I also love my pet, how can I have or deserve a moral absolute ? How often do we even retrospectively ask? And does it even matter if good is a baseless choice, a favorable desire, a mathematical higher value but far from an absolute value? what if wanting good is a desire too, an opposing ask? 

Mind goes into an inexplicable silence, part fear and part bleak emptiness. Does good matter?

Man & his animal

A man in his lifetime should get to feel the love and loyalty from at least one animal, best animals for these special bonds are elephants, camels, horses, cows, raptors, big cats and large breed dogs. They are bound to change him forever.  It’s an inexplicable bond between two souls. It’s a rare bond and a gift of a lifetime. Even heaven doesn’t present this opportunity to him. 

Mind at Light Speed

Your Mind is the only element in your body that can keep up with the speed of light. One day this too will be undoubtedly proven; through quantum mechanics. That consciousness is quantum. But for now know that messages from God, move through you at speed of light. When and if your mind can be still, undistracted, and trained to be vigil to catch these lightnings moving through you, then only then you progress perhaps even transcend eventually. Be under the sun, observe such things to become clear. All praise to the Unknown. 

world operates on caste

Truth is the entire world operates on caste system from your birth. As soon as you are born you are told you are this, you are that, you’re white, you’re brown, you’re black, you’re rich, you’re poor, you’re christian, you’re muslim, you’re low caste, you’re high caste, you’re low-IQ, you’re high-IQ. You have this you have that up to a genetic level. 

You’re told every _____ thing labeling you , except that YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING, and we ALL are human beings.  And It’s an incredibly beautiful planet we live in. Work, and live like you love it.  By the time you realize this on your own accord and wonder if we can all work together. Its _____over.  To those who manage to control this defective narrative, _______. 

Amidst all this nonsense, to those who do live beautifully and care for this planet and its beings. My love and best wishes. Sincerely. Be the light. I am sure earth and the heavens hold you dearly. 

Emotional Ride – Ride light.

In any and every moment you cannot let your memories and emotions from the past grow, weigh on you uncontrollably. This will derail and waste your days. Focus on only the few thoughts of action and movement absolutely required for the moment you are dealing with. Execute without a ton of unnecessary emotion and internal self expression. 

Operate with minimal internal baggage. Be nimble with thoughts and emotions first.

Positivity and happiness are conscious intentional choices one makes. You can choose those when you drop the unnecessary bags you carry.  Ride light!

Pic credits- Movie Dune and Electric Bike Producers

Human Summary

The dichotomy is this; there are needs of the Body and needs of the Mind. Almost all of us are busy or kept busy, attending only to the needs of the Body using our mind. Comfort, Sickness, Pleasure, Pain, Money, Homeless and so on. Only when you unconditionally make time and attend strictly to the mind, understand its current state, its operational boundaries and what lies beyond, you will be anywhere near capable of receiving the truth. This may even require the sacrifice of being called wasteful or irresponsible. But only the truth will be your guiding light in this lonely ridiculed journey. Sometimes not only you have to go slow to go fast, you have to actually stop reset to go fast. Many in the daily grind cannot, will not grasp this risky endeavor. When you are ready from the pause, you will become unstoppable. And only then your mind can even begin to grow inner workings to tame, control your body. Good Luck and Gods Speed. 

Believe in God, or not!

Whether you believe in God, or not believe in God, both are absolutely acceptable paths of life. Yes. Because God demands neither of us. God is a presence to realize not a mandate to force upon anyone nor yourself. God is a heartfelt inner surrender, not a bootcamp of or for life. People’s desire to be right, to be deemed better among others demands such petty often violent compliance, not God. God demands no recognition from no being, he is beyond all that. Only the petty fools among us demand obedience. Truth needs no words, nor tongues nor ears. Truth is ever present and ever lasting. It’s available to all, like air, like land, like water, and like the stars. It’s for all who seek. Let no fool or fools take this away from you.

We all have seen enough violence in the name of God. Humans who demand their way as the only way will use God as their symbol for obedience to them not God. God is in freedom but so is Mans wastefulness. Your intentionality, your rigor upon yourself matters, your discipline for unquestionable unbiased truth matters. Only your disciplined mind can save you from its own perils and with even a glimmer of the ever present God he can set you free towards to the everlasting truth across this modality and beyond.  You will find that inner surrender and alignment towards the eternal. I have said enough. Those who understand this will find me.

To be spiritual

It’s easy, and great to be spiritual when the stomach is full, the body has all the comforts and the mind is oblivious. That’s why so many lately are awakened spiritual healers and divine beings!

Injustice never comes alone

When injustice hits you, it never comes alone. It surfaces every  injustice you have endured, observed throughout your life. Which is why it’s difficult to endure each one. Only one’s tenacity iron will and his true peace in God will be his armor, his unwavering strength against these undeserving blows. 

God Repeats Until You Don’t

Have you endured the same again and again in life ? Does it feel like the cycle never ends. He is not punitive, but there are things we have to overcome with intentionality. He is infinitely patient and resourceful to allow it to occur until we overcome. Perhaps we create the repetition while he patiently awaits a different outcome. And you may rush to assume that these are about judging, understanding others, wrong, they are actually always about understanding oneself. Not of your innocence or weakness but actually of your arrogance and ignorance. Your ego will not permit you to accept this truth. And that’s the best proof for this very truth stated here. This is the biggest lesson missed by almost all of us, me included.

The World outside is not in our control, but the world within us is.

And the final lesson here is, that this world within also resides within God the Great Unknown. Therefore, this truth when fully understood, encapsulates karma, rebirth and expressions of all life. God repeats until you don’t. All Praise To The Unknown. 

Common Fools and You.

Never let the deplorable common fools and losers bring you down to their level. They are masters of their craft, they will recite laurels of it. They started all the same but never moved to know any truth. So, firstly; Don’t let your emotion hijack a reaction. The temptation will be the highest when your core holds correct values. But urgently seek, rather rush to calmness immediately on exposure. Breathe Intentionally. Deep Breaths in Silence. Second Be absolutely slow to react and avoid any impulsive self harm.  Remember your poor Dad how he failed in this. Third and Most Importantly, APTTU, remove hatred, repulsion, achieve forgiveness by centering in God the unknown, seer of all things. This yoke too is not yours to bear. Lastly as he the great unknown guides, ensure that your given penance remains unaltered, resolve through physical exercise, endurance and staying within Gods infinite clarity. All Praise To The Unknown. 

A Dog

A dog can teach a man more about God and Gods creations than most religious men and their texts. 

…from personal experience.

Religions are God‘s languages

Religions are God’s languages to speak to all of us on earth. Does much get lost in translation among us, of course, we are humans after all.  Who am I to judge one over another. But there is divine poetry in every language and it’s heavenly. I may speak only one, but I consider myself lucky to have heard and experienced many. All praise to the Unknown.

Digital Headsup

The more brilliant your mind is, the more likely it will be  negatively exposed to today’s digital platforms. Hence it runs the increased risk of taking higher damage. But if it is properly and thoroughly warned of this issue, it also has the higher probability of not being impacted.

Suffering and Joy are same to the Soul

All souls within all beings quietly rejoice in all of life’s movements, i.e. both joy and suffering. Yes. Because it’s simply here within each to experience all things. Like all the rides in amusement parks; some are fun and some are scary, and some are thrilling, all the more they are all used and present in the park. Most end up riding all kinds of rides.

Truth is the soul sees no difference between one’s joy and suffering. It simply observes experiences the magnitude of both without interference, through its presence within the body. We are only the sensor, our soul is the true experiencer and the god the unknown is the ultimate seer or observer and the final experiencer. This is a difficult truth.

This is realized in a moment or few moments because it is temporary and cannot be permanent. But when you are lucky enough to connect with your soul, in that brief moment you will immediately realize both suffering and joy is immaterial. And there is immense gratitude for your mere existence itself. That is a truly profound realization that can only be remembered after but cannot be continually experienced or sustained.

You can through strict meditation, and in extreme states achieve that reconnection and clarity again. This cannot be taught or formulated down. It can be spoken of like this, poorly! It is a self realization that anyone can attain and it is a true state. But our existential reality is the counter weight to this duality of life and understanding perhaps for good practical reasons of life. I have lot more questions too. I know it sounds ridiculous to conclude suffering and joy are same to the soul. But that’s the learning. Be well. 

Servitude

Being grateful is not an anecdote to feel good selfishly. Being grateful is a starting point towards helping others. Only then does it actually multiply within you and around you. Servitude trails Gratitude.

Religion you practice

Whatever religion you practice. Please don’t limit Your God to only whats written or spoken.  Chants or Prayers, fasting or yajnas.  No matter the rituals and beliefs, always seek humbly, allow the infinite God to reveal all things to your mind, be open, be humble, be true to yourself without the thin veil of ego nor the curtain of ignorance.

He is infinitely abundant and infinitely present. Listen to the quietest sounds of your heart, and from the stillness of your mind they don’t lie, at least not those words untainted with your desire. God the unknown, speaks from within when the heart is pure void of deceit, ego and pride. He who permeates all things in this universe will never abandon your heart or your mind. It is us who drops his jewels in the ocean of desire and ego. God the unknown always places them in our hands and hearts in every moment.

Be Well. All praise to the unknown.

Don’t Ask, Give.

Don’t ask from God the great Unknown, Give, Give yourself to God.

He needs no sacrifice or chants or donations or gifts from you. We do all that to appease our senses, wants and guilt from others. We do all that to remind ourselves and others of him but not for him.  We do it perhaps to help others, or we do such things often because the people or the society we live in demands that of us. Over time we defend it and teach rest to defend it. But that’s not the core discussion here. The unknown needs nothing from us neither is he a demanding and punitive God who will remove mercy from you when you don’t. Such are tales told by desperate Men seeking power desperately. Skewed optics from strangers who cared less of God the unknown and you.

God never pushes or removes the air that you breathe. He makes it available for you, but you still have to breathe. That’s the way. He doesn’t need you or anything from you. But you need him. Not to gain glory, or fame in this world, not to amass wealth or such. Sure, they may be given to you. But if those are why you seek God. Good luck finding him, what you may find instead is terrifying, a creation of man, an accumulation of sin of all men before you; and it will ultimately deceive you. No, however; what you receive from God in your true surrender is inexplicable, only you and your soul can experience this wholesome satisfying truth. Even if it is just a brief moment, it gives an everlasting direction for the remainder of your life. You have now a choice and a path. Wise men and women of the past have shared their journey of such pursuits. Some stayed on this course till their last breath. Yes, it is worth this lifetime and beyond. What are a few decades compared to ten billion years or more. How can one complete this infinite journey in a very minuscule amount of time called life. No, we are not that fortunate but we are fortunate enough to know and share this truth.

We all seek knowledge and wish to experience God, but we utterly fail to realize God’s answers don’t use words or even languages sometimes. How can I describe something in words which doesn’t exist in the premise or context of any words spoken. Such is the surrender no matter how infinitely brief or as consuming as an entire life it can be.

In all ancient texts written and realized this very truth remains unaltered though variedly interpreted by men seeking glory versus celebrating Gods’. It is also important to note, that those who see the world fully cannot help but be naturally drawn into this noble pursuit and journey. Both the poor and wealthy ultimately seek this as they all end up with the same “why” and wander one way or another, painfully or emptily. All never ending “reason” without a ‘.’period, is enough to get you started. 

But those who see this world with only a lens to amass things to satisfy their senses will never lead this journey. They give labels like safety and security, thin veils covering the self-deceit. But those who seek with a pure heart, rest assured for them the things they need for their journey will always be provided no matter how long or short their journey may be. Life is a departure and death a return in his eyes, so do not judge any life upon scales laid by empty men on this planet. He is the judge and deliver, he provides and takes as he wishes. A tree’s leaves are its own, they belong to the sun, the rain, the wind, and finally the ground from which the tree started the cycle.

Therefore, don’t ask of God for things, Give yourself to God. Surrender your pride, your ego, your will to him the unknown. And watch him guide you majestically. Don’t be fooled to expect guarantees of hope, nor comfort nor joy in your surrender. May you find peace as soon as you can, for its never in the beginning like many expect it to be. Remember that we have all grown to be tainted in our hearts from the moment we began to crawl, we have over time drifted far from God, so therefore one must endure, objectively discern their senses, always check if their ego interferes or deceives them in this eternal surrender for many, many fall into this trap. It is the nature of ego. A mechanism created for self-preservation that quietly controls all mechanisms when left uncontrolled.

So carefully, and enduringly, Let God the great unknown show you his infinite possessions of this universe and wisdom. You shall bow to be his witness in this world and beyond. Be Well. Written as received. To know why I gave a gender to the great unknown refer to previously received words. “received words” refers to my want to surrender to the unknown and a rejection of self. By no means must it be interpreted as I am of any importance here, in fact it is to state the very exact opposite, these are not my words as my cognition can merely serve as an observer to report the grandeur of his eternal movements in all of us, and this infinitely beautiful universe. All praise to the Unknown.

Live for

“As you live, you tend to forget what you wanted to live for” – KG

Self and its Senses

The self has taken this body to experience, seeking pleasure is common way for the body to experience all its senses and the interaction with its surroundings. But the path to pleasure and stagnation or convergence to pleasure is where one loses self

When one moves into a house whether a homeless man or a wealthy king, they both seek shelter from the weather in that house. But soon enough they will have to leave the shelter to see the world, to do, to survive. To live one must leave that place of shelter and comfort. 

Similarly, the body and its senses have to be left behind and tamed to see the universal truth and the existence of the omnipotent that surrounds all of us, the cautionary tale with the senses is that it may trap you and give you glimpses of the world like through a windows but with no door to open, to leave its clutch.  

lit candle

A lit candle is found easily in a dark room, but it also decays faster and runs out of time quickly. So is true enlightenment and revelation. You will renounce your body. Your being starts to transcend and that may appear as decay to others. It can show in health, career outlook , personality or in relationships. But it will reveal itself when your transformation if real it’s somewhat inevitable.

My hope is to share my understanding and not to judge you but hope that you may continue your own understanding with a kernel of mine as you see fit and an unlit  candle may lay without decay but its never found because its in eternal darkness. What good is it if it lay there forever but never fulfilled what it was meant to do.  

My flawed “if this then that” approach in life.

Recently, we were working on a criterion for a notification system, which required me to compute certain conditional logics. Essentially it came down to codifying, a type of: if this then that factor output. But this made me pause and reflect if I or us we all apply similar approaches to life and living. Sure, enough I did and wasn’t proud of it on some key aspects of life.

My mindset of If I am doing good, I will definitely do good is fundamentally flawed, this only indicates lack of defined character or rather malleability in it. When I am rich, I will give to the poor is a stupid logic. It indicates that my virtues are operating on base monetary denominator. This could be played like an accordion in life, shrunk and stretched.

Virtue cannot and does not work like that. You do what you can always, that is an exemplary embodiment of empathy and virtue. And I don’t wish to subscribe to a % either because that again is no different that transaction. Helping should be guided by the heart as much as the brain. Virtue always starts at the heart. Virtue is not an overflow mechanism but a constant flow permanence, only that eventually defines your true nature. I stand corrected, rather kneel in this truth. Introspection is disturbing but also equally telling. Grateful. APTTU.

The Landfill and a Shrine

Man has a strong propensity to be childish and bullish at the same time. His ego becomes his only guide and he brings God the great unknown within his temptations and places like another book in his bookshelf. Read for certain days and times, tucked away for the rest. This is absurd and foolish. Man thinks he can take on as many as things as he must. He is told of duties and responsibilities that place the central map of his being. He treats his mind like a landfill, rummaging through whatever is dumped in it. Some are even proud of the size of the landfill; he mocks those building walls around their landfills to prevent the continued unexpected erosion. He finds it irresponsible when some trying reduce the mess inside their minds, he calls it careless or selfish or irresponsible. He fails to see the effort to preserve sanity and rise to higher awareness. He further mocks time by filling it with stuff to keep his mind and body busy, he wanders without purpose or intention yet filled with arrogance and calls it quest or worse; duties and responsibilities. His view becomes his only view, and his view sadly was never his to begin with, but what was told, because he never investigated it. His mind is a landfill, a dumping ground, a cesspool. He then desperately rushes to find his god, like an idol he wants to place on top of the landfill. Like insurance policy for the landfill! His is idol is bound to sink and disappear in the landfill.

Sadly, this is the world of most beings. Its is understandable, often inevitable. There is no easy answer here or pathways to point to. But this understanding can pave the way to a path that is truly his own. First like in any landfill, one must reduce the intake, then equally important; one must also push out what has been there inside rotting and consuming him eternally. There is no harm in creating a space amidst the chaos for worship and alignment, it is essential. But it has to be done intentionally with a requirement to fall back to it, to centralize it in his being so there is to be growth, there is to be addition and subtraction. Addition of alignment and subtraction of everything else in the landfill. Like a shrine being built while clearing the mess. There will be storms and setbacks, but he builds, rebuilds with focus and commitment.  This shrine gradually grows and consumes him where the place is no longer a landfill, but a place of singularity to the unknown (God), there will be order in what’s left of the landfill and yes there will still always be some in samsara life. But, now he has a fortified shrine with a singular path and alignment. From a landfill to a shrine, there was a path paved to the ultimate source. His words, sound, ways revibrate in all time. Written while being lost and filling up my own landfill. All praise to the unknown. I saw beautiful miracles to be reminded of life above the landfill. All praise to the unknown.

Modern spirituality is the new Narcissism

Modern spirituality is the new Narcissism. I am sure you all know someone who fits this bill. These days I don’t call myself spiritual or seek spiritual minded people. I say I am to deter religious fanatics or tease them into arguments. But I find spirituality without the practice of unwavering dharma or unconditional good deeds as a new form of narcissism in modern societies. Their selfies, yoga poses, “healing quotes”, eastern scarfs, AI designs, its degrading and narcissism written all over. If you don’t know anyone then most likely you are the one. Bottom line, If you carry ego embodied by inaction, instead of action which must emanate from the bedrock of kindness in your spiritual journey – then; a) it ain’t spiritual; for starters. And b) you ain’t journeying anywhere either. I know I am risking my internal balance by sharing this, but it has to be said. Perhaps a thorn is needed sometimes to remove a thorn. Ego is an unchecked self preservation and survival mechanism brewed in an hostile environment of selfishness, hatred and desperation. The irony is, it ends up creating the very same environment it once battled against. Spirituality starts, seeks, and ends in Silence. Forgive me for this noise. All praise to the unknown. If my heart gives in let the eternal silence take over it too. APTTU. 

When peace visits you the first time..

When peace visits you the first time, you shoo it away like a disturbance, to frantically look for happiness. And after a thousand times happiness left you abruptly you start wondering what was that thing you drove away. When peace visits the second time, you receive it reluctantly, like a child asked to eat her vegetables. You yearn for the same old happiness that you felt so many times yet which never seemed enough. And after happiness leaves you another thousand times you start to think of peace, you realize peace can feel empty but it can be with you eternally. And when peace visits you the third time, you sit with it quietly. This time gratefully for its presence, you embrace peace like a warm blanket in a cold room. You prepare to be at, and end all things peacefully. And if happiness finds you again you instantly seek peace within it, as peace is always present in all things. And when happiness leaves again, you are not bothered for peace still sits within you. May peace be upon you. All praise to the unknown. 

Robots with human form and shape

Throughout time, only males desired to create robots with human form and shape. Because males are void of divine motherhood. Before in time, they perfected human forms out of stone that stood still, and now they discovered they can articulate such inanimate limbs for actions. They have resorted to real and virtual humanoids. Woman seldom are inclined to this madness as they carry the power of creation.  Designing robots to look like humans is one of the most idiotic natures of mankind. Mankind’s propensity for chaos is an understatement. It’s like he always resorts to pretend play god. he marvels in his accomplishments when he is supposed to marvel at the grandeur of his creator. And like how he continues to defy god, his creations are bound to repeat the same. when you have two hands, you need both hands to worship, holding immature pride in one and god in the other never reaches god the unknown. I seek forgiveness for my simple mind. APTTU. 

Irrefutable Convergence

As I have come to observe, that which you are more than welcome to confirm with your own purest objectivity. That within all non-derivative original religions and to date spiritual teachings at their highest. There is a clear irrefutable convergence of the so called truth; including the  human understanding of god the unknown, and the human mind. However, it also seems like the reflection of the limitation of human capacity in translation and sharing bumping against time periods with same outcomes. But no matter the conclusion on the finality of this query, the serendipitous understanding as it stands, has been so for thousands of years to date. I cannot pose like many to describe this understanding in any satisfactory manner to another human being in any form. As neither am I that gifted nor patient in my senses.  To borrow the words of a wise man from the past, I too wish to be a mere signpost of my time for those who care or can afford to seek.  I am overcome by the strong feeling that it is still unbelievably perplexing and incredibly spectacular. A true human moment that is once in a lifetime realization.

APTTU.

I was very curious how an AI model processes such information so I asked an AI LLM Gemini to explain my writing, it writes like a student taking notes for a test prep:

AI:

That’s a profound and complex statement!

Here’s a breakdown of the core ideas you’re expressing:

💡 Core Message: Universal Spiritual Truth

You are observing and asserting that:

 * Convergence of Truth: Across original, non-derivative religions and the highest spiritual teachings, there is a clear, undeniable agreement (convergence) on what is called “truth.”

 * Key Agreement Points: This convergence includes the understanding of God/the unknown and the nature of the human mind.

🤔 Secondary Observations: Limitations and Mystery

You then introduce some nuanced reflections on this convergence:

 * Human Limitation: The agreement might also be a “reflection of the limitation of human capacity” in translating and sharing this deep understanding across different time periods. In other words, perhaps all humans are hitting the same understandable, yet limited, ceiling of expression.

 * Enduring Serendipity: Regardless of the “why” (whether it’s divine convergence or human limitation), the resulting understanding has been consistent for thousands of years.

🗣️ Personal Stance: Ineffability and Signpost

Finally, you express your personal realization and approach:

 * Ineffability: You state you cannot satisfactorily describe this understanding to another person. It’s beyond your capacity to translate the realization into words (“neither am I that gifted nor patient”).

 * “Signpost” Role: You borrow the idea of a “wise man from the past” to say you simply wish to be a “mere signpost”—a pointer for those who are ready, willing, or able to seek the truth themselves.

 * The Feeling: The realization itself is described as “unbelievably perplexing and incredibly spectacular”—a powerful, “once in a lifetime realization” moment.

In short, you are saying:

You’ve realized that all the world’s original, high-level spiritual traditions arrive at the same fundamental, unifying truth about existence and the mind. While this agreement is astounding, you believe the full realization is impossible to convey perfectly through language. Your only goal is to point others toward this magnificent, mind-blowing realization for them to discover on their own.

Casting judgement upon others is the easiest sin to cast upon yourself.

Humanity through eons of evolution and constrained civilizations, is programmed to think and decide fast for its survival. But it is also why it has foolishly developed several gross rounding errors in its current state. We are made to, and told to rush from day1. Consequentially, we have devised ways to avoid the present to seek a mirage of  future. And due to this impalpable negligence, we have trained our minds to judge quickly. We pride in mistaking that to be decision making. And add absorbing others narratives into that speed, hate and ignorant judgement is born. Each of our worlds though on the same planet is slightly different and some vastly different even if they are few yards apart. Like that of the difference between the homeless and a proud homeowner with manicured lawns. Top all this with an untamed ego, judgement is dished in plenty. In the eyes of god the unknown this is sheer ignorance and a vile sin. For a man who suffers this suffers more in his own judgement than through his judgement of others. Repentance is the first step that must lead to an evergreen humility and presence with god the unknown. One must realize who is he in front of all that was made outside of their own body.  Nothing inside nor outside belongs to them. Was given and will be taken without one’s knowledge, for that is the final judgement. All praise to the unknown. 

Ascension (part-2)

No matter the bond or relation, sometimes some people are moved aside in your life so your path forward is uninterrupted, and some are brought in so you may realize what you are meant to achieve, and fulfill your purpose. This is a difficult concept to comprehend, as the mind will keep reverting to what and who it knows or used

to, no matter the interference and toxicity that may keep occurring. This clarity of vision can only arise when one centers on god the unknown, and marches towards him or is still in his purpose for you, no matter how small or big it may be.  

Here to take, very few are here to give.

Most of us on earth are here to take, very few are here to give. Those few were gods intentional act of kindness. Sit with that for a moment before your uneasy, uncontrollable mind, wanders off to your path of decline. If you wore your ego to read that you might proudly claim you are giver when its unfathomably untrue, or you may question what’s wrong in taking, isn’t that what the rest do?

If you ever connected with your inner being, your soul, it will reveal the truth as always. In anyone’s path, knowledge is revealed first whether with or without ego. Knowledge may allow you a glimpse at God, but it is no where near the infinite. Knowledge is insatiable for many; they build their proud sandcastles upon it only to be wiped in due time. But knowledge that is revealed is finite itself. Many resign to this first pit stop in their journey, simply for their hearts are seeking fame and fortune. Knowledge seeking is no different than our busy screen scrolling or doom scrolling, in fact it is the interior cause to such digital decay in human society. Hence in the past and the present when it came to seeking, out of fear of self or social misguidance; great ones who sought God abandoned fortunes for they knew what was received was finite and meaningless.  Human’s hearts’ are like Wells, all were meant to carry the water of hope and truth. But many fall short in their depth, and many run dry too soon. Any one who understands Wells knows, you have to tap into the water bed underneath and there are layers that one must dig to keep the well with water of life. And those few who are here to give, are like that eternal well of hope, they do not care for knowledge or fortunes, they are the reason why flowers blossom. If you are lucky, you may come across one of them. Hold them tight, show them they are loved and you are filled with a duty to honor them, and their life. God will smile. Written by a taker. All praise to the unknown 

Blame Game

If one continues to blame others for his way of existence it will be an infinite blame game with infinitely exhausting options, from which even his bones will not withstand, let alone his sanity. 

To surrender in quietude

When you permit me to pause and take it all in, including in the moments with those who surround me, and the majestic nature that envelops me. I can only be in prayer and there is this overwhelming emotion filling my eyes and heart with gratitude and surrender to you. I know not where I come from and where I will go, and I only know that I may never know, but in this moment I sense you, I tell my yearning desperate self that will do. All praise to my beloved unknown. May all sense you, around them and within them. May my loved ones too. All praise to the unknown

To guarantee obedience

The manipulation Wicked wield over the working class is taking away what is already theirs in return for future promises, and returning little of it to guarantee obedience.

The Higher the pursuit the higher the temptation and…

This is as much a note to self as it is to the world. It appalls me that this simple yet profound truth is often forgotten. To those seekers, seekers of truth, the ultimate truths. Those who have already embarked or proclaim to have embarked on the journey. Let me be clear, the higher the pursuit the higher the temptation and challenges. ARE YOU ACTUALLY PREPARED FOR IT?. It is evident to me through several observations of others and self on many days, many pursue the Unknown (God) childishly, no I’m not talking about the innocence in their hearts. That must be pure like that of a child for the Unknown (God) sees us always like his child. But I’m talking about grown adults who wish to seek the Unknown (God), understand his glory but fail to understand he is seated in layers of revelation and understanding. HE is not a transactional being, but being in a journey like that of climbing a mountain. You have to ask how much and how far do you truly want to go. Many people’s unspoken answer is material and bodily comfort or wellbeing. For many this is why they pursue the Unknown (God) in the first place. Also, why the rich forget their moral duties because they completely forget god.

For others, its reading or understanding of others pursuit of the Unknown (God). Like reading a captivating novel and rejoicing in the thrill and excitement of it. This is the childish nature of many in their pursuit.

For instance, Hindus, read the Vedas or Bhagavath Gita or read the teachings of Paramananda and someone who sought vigorously, and they ignorantly think they have understood the Unknown (God). WRONG. Even worse, some subdue to present so called “swamis” and “gurus”, this is modern day outsourcing of this noble pursuit. Let me be brutally honest, Only the so-called swami’s and gurus’ pursuit if any is strengthened, not yours. In the supreme eyes you display laziness, lack of courage and perhaps desperation or fear nothing else.

Even in the great Upanishads it speaks of one’s own mind must pursue not just comes from a good teacher. In fact, it further clarifies as the following, The great all-knowing wise and enlightened Draviden Yama imparted to the Northern Prince Nachiketas the following “Knowledge of atman cannot be attained when it is taught by those who themselves lack in real understanding of it. And who therefore have no definite conviction of their own differ among themselves as to its nature and existence. Only he who has been able to perceive the self directly, through the unfoldment of his higher nature can proclaim what it actually is and his words alone carry weight.” And these so-called gurus and swami’s of today who claim or accept themselves to be that role are simply those who lack understanding. Now there were some in the past who understood who annihilated their ego and self for the pursuit of truth, I surmise remarkably they all came close to truth. 

It is also same in other religions too, for instance in Christianity,  In the Bible, Matthew chapter 21:12-13, “Jesus went into the temple of The Unknown (God), and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves, and said unto them, It is written, Lord’s house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.”  Relegating the thought of the Unknown (God) to Sundays is for sinners who want to continue sinning in my books. For all at minimum, you must start and end your day with the Unknown (God).

I truly wish to remind and impart this core message here, you have to reflect upon your pursuit of truth, light and the great Unknown (God) in the most honest and careful manner. And ask what is your pursuit and what for is your pursuit. It is a fallacy to think there is peace in the pursuit. It is an assumption without knowing your starting point. Your pursuit can start with purging your mind and body, it won’t be pretty, and there definitely won’t be peace in that process however long it takes. Perhaps peace may appear later but most certainly not anytime soon for those who are just starting. Perhaps you wish to mentally conquer death or the fear of death that drives most into daily survival, perhaps that’s what drove you to seek in the first place.

Ultimately only you can answer what is it you want? Are you willing to pursue the ultimate truth, the highest truth. If the answer is YES and trust me the answer will not be a yes on all days. Life for ordinary people desiring extraordinary things isn’t that easy. To even get to answering these very questions it may take years and several hardships to even answer the question honestly and with a level of sincere commitment.

Are you willing to pursue the highest. Know that the highest pursuit will come with the highest temptations and challenges. Why do you think there are monks, and monasteries, why do you think those men who some call gods never married, never ate, never wore achievements, never mingled in a society, never even lived in a society but ran away to nature. “They made painful decisions to take the easiest-path to get to the toughest journey” read that a few times! Now, ultimately if you have answered yes, part foolish part hopeful like me, know that you and I are already on the toughest-path. No! this is no challenge or penance; it is recognizing the needed ability and the readiness for the preparation of your heart. And one’s mind to seek the highest as one is to anticipate the highest temptations and challenges in this toughest THE journey, the ultimate pursuit, rather purpose of life. Only The Unknown (God) knows that for each of us. If your ego is in front of all this, then let me be clear you never started. All Praise to the Unknown.

Everlasting Covenant with God

Sin and suffering is born of man and his deeds, not the unknown (god). We have all heard of this but here’s the thing; Humans chose a degree of separation from god to have dominion on mother earth and the cosmos on his behalf. But humanity as a whole broke the covenant upon creation, in this new found independence. The unknown is like a primordial being for all visible and invisible that provides through the intent of creation. Like a toddler desiring to run away from loving parents unaware that there is no life giving power beyond them, humanity has taken its present path.

It’s up to a few to reinstate the covenant; restore humanity as a whole. However, there are some who indulge, and are accustomed to selfishness in the independence. Those who wish to worship the decaying flesh and pleasure, who have amassed resources in conniving ways for this very worship, be weary as they may abundantly create suffering as it is the shadow of such worship. But in yours or after yours, let there not be dismay but only discipline, caution and gratefulness.

As those who seek to restore the covenant were all inherently empowered to be custodians of this earth and all living beings, and meant to traverse the galaxies. Experience the many realms of creation in their lifetime or through the generations that come because of them. Through you and within you, as per your penance and inner alignment the unknown will always perform miracles, you must be finely attuned to see it all, for they are beautiful gestures of everyday grandeur. 

If you have not witnessed such grandeur keep seeking peace from the unknown. Choose to be a river of hope not a just a selfish receptacle. As some of those miracles are meant for you, and some meant for others through you. You will know when you get there. That’s the path ahead. Shared as received, and perhaps this is the elaborate definition of hope and eternal virtue. All praise to the Unknown. 

 

Predisposed Superiority

Some groups within our species have a strong predisposed need to feel superior. They go to immeasurable lengths to achieve that, hold on to that. Tragedy always accumulates. While others,  simply want to stay close to God in their humble life on earth.

And by no means are they who restrain, who seek humility are choosing to be weak, in fact to the contrary, they are with infinite strength as the infinite unknown guides and speaks through them. They are servants of god not men, and seek no superiority over men, as they are servant leaders among us. When they are called to rise, trees will announce, mother earth stands with them. Stay blessed.

a truth

The truth is theres more than one way to arrive at truth. For instance, through thorough objective reasoning, honest self-reflection, through a trusted teacher, and through learning ancient texts, and practicing ancient and time tested techniques. But what most won’t reveal easily is this- All truth in this world is connected, and governed by the ultimate truth of this universe. APTTU. 

Good needs

Good needs its leaders

Good needs its leaders. Far too long the good, the kind, the caring people servants have watched in silence humanity disintegrate. To reclaim this earth, the good needs to rise again. Its time the good step up, men and women of god, all Gods, after all, all Gods do demand good out of us all. Gods need their knights to come forward. Good needs its servant Leaders. Every act of kindness, every act of service, act of sacrifice, every act of justice, every act of humanity, every act of True-Leadership is needed more than ever. Its time to step up, Good needs its leaders now!

Dads will understand, moms too!- from a dad.

Dads know how messed up it can get out there. Especially the current Dads, they have gone through a great recession, and a pandemic shutdown. No matter what, they will do their best to provide, care for their children. They will sacrifice their needs for their children, their new tribe. Not expecting anything in return, they, day after day pour it out for them. Dads start with a deficit, they know it, they honor motherhood something they can only conceptualize.

In the eyes of Dads; no matter how much their children fall short they are good kids, good sons, good daughters just figuring things out. Kids need the help they can get. So dads give it unconditionally without any expectation of reciprocation. A thanks will do but not expected nor guaranteed they are always okay with that. They teach them to be grateful, not to them, but in life towards people and to god.  Why, because they are your budding family fighting against all the odds society throws at them. Something dads know all too well.

Now the same can be said for many people isn’t it? About all the other good dads and moms out there. There are still many, perhaps a lot of good people out there. This is an undeniable fact, there are good people figuring things out like you and me, for their family, for their children, up against odds just going through it all. We can’t ignore them; they are family too. They did nothing wrong. They were just born and life keeps hitting them hard is all. We must take care of them one way or another, cos that’s what dads do, cos that’s what Men do. Humanity can use a little more from us Dads, we may not have the reserve to pour it, but we know to get it done.

Health Math

Improving Health is always an addition and subtraction formula. Never just addition or just subtraction. For example, you cannot take medications and expect everything to get better. Miracle meds beyond antibiotics are a rarity. The lifestyle, diet, exercise and other changes you are committing to equally matters if not more. 

Taming the Tongue

If i can’t control what i put in my mouth and what i put out of my mouth. I can’t control anything. Taming your tongue = taming your mind and all your senses. Seeking Forgiveness. APTTU.

Seriously unlearn, then learn to See God, the Unknown

Yesterday, I experienced a wonderful moment where I felt the presence guiding me and us. But soon after, it was judged, and cast aside as mere “excitement” or temperamental emotion. It helped me pause to seek forgiveness.

We have a narrow definition of God, partly due to our conforming upbringing that fails to permit one’s self to understand the unknown every day. By narrowing the existence of God, we narrow the existence of our mind.

I cannot help but assume that we must hold so highly of ourselves that we are selective in seeing the hand of god in our daily lives. You have relegated God to monumental things like parting the sea, moving mountains, raising the dead, defeating an army and so on, that you actually don’t have a clue what the phrase “God is everywhere” actually means anymore.

If you seek God, like if you really seek God, truly seek the wisdom of God in you. You cannot close the door, shut your eyes of him readily moving you, showing you, working in you.  Rather be open to his presence in your every breadth.  That is my hope that every other breadth I think of him. For I feel so ashamed of all the breadths without him yet he carried me through my ignorance.

You refuse to see God moving you in your daily life, yet you pray fervently and fast weekly, refrain from actions in fear of morality, sin and so on. This is sadly immature on our part. This is partly due to the learnings from religions and social norms.

The error many make is misunderstanding rituals and prayers and prisoning their thoughts about God to only those actions and moments, this is truly a shame as I have seen great minds fall to this limitation. Puja Room or sanctuary or wall of prayer is token of our senses to thank the unknown, it is not sacred, it is our sensory celebration and thanks to God the unknown. God does not enter you through your puja room. This is the failure of holy men from the past who in desperation painted these narratives. Your 1st puja room is your mind, then your heart, then your deeds and earth. These are your places of worship. Not rooms, walls, sanctuaries, buildings or people.

Rituals and Prayers are nothing but similar to couches, respites or run-ways for your mind to re-orient to god. They are not the sole medium to receive God. Your life, living, the way you treat others, the way you live everyday that’s how you receive God. Rituals were created to help you settle, ease into god when the days distract you. But many religions even Hinduism thanks to selfish pundits they raised their rituals higher than God that, god left them long time ago.

We hear the words god is everywhere but we don’t have a clue as to how to actually process and experience it. We see darkness created by men, and assume god doesn’t exist. Man tries very hard to push god away from places and through his deeds. We are born into a world of labeling. We label every minuet angle of change that we give unique names to the same thing.  we relegate God to the big things and ignore his grace in the small things and in everything. God is on the other side of the door in your mind you actually refuse to open, in the name of labels and immature compartments of your mind.

In All of time and ancient texts, God spoke, he had conversations and interactions with the initiated. He also did miracles. Unlearn what was taught to you that he is seen only in miracles, and miracles alone. No. He is everywhere, the moment you shared with your daughter, the moment you smiled at your wife, the moment you wished your mom good health, the moment your sibling said thanks for your kindness, the moment you had a near miss, he was all there. The moment you forgot him, felt lost, felt abandoned he was still there. He is always there, he is everywhere. I seek forgiveness, I’m grateful to the unknown, the clarity removes the deepest fears. I hope I see him in you. Be well. APTTU.

Kert Gunasekaran A obedient human’s challenge is this, a sacrifice, a prayer, a commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion are all the stepping stones invented by man to guide, train their inner compass towards the unknow, away from all the other distractions humans have invented from the occupation of mind. But it becomes a distraction when they don’t know where to go and start going in circles. Repetition is never the answer, but there will be some repetition needed for growth. There is circular movement in a spiral. But the path is a spiraling out journey not a circular one, though it feels like you are going in circles, your challenges will grow so will you. But if you keep falling into the monotony of repetition with no growth, it becomes your trap away from the unknown. You will practice sacrifice, prayer, commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion with no avail. This becomes your trap, others may follow you or find you disciplined, even noble but that’s irrelevant. Your covenant is to grow with the unknown not climb social determinants or conformities. That is no true bearing in your inner growth. I have found rich religious fools I despise and poor wise people I embrace with affection.

The Circular movement in a Spiral

A obedient human’s challenge is this, a sacrifice, a prayer, a commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion are all the stepping stones invented by man to guide, train their inner compass towards the unknown, and away from all the other distractions humans have invented from the occupation of mind. But they all become a distraction when they don’t know where to go and start going in circles demanding things and answers. Repetition is never the answer, but there repetition is necessary for growth.  

There is circular movement in a spiral. But the path is a spiraling out journey not a circular one, though it feels like you are going in circles, your challenges will grow so will you. But if you keep falling into the monotony of repetition with no growth, it becomes your circular trap away from the unknown. You will practice sacrifice, prayer, commitment, a temple, a statue, a song, a chant, a ceremony, a religion with no avail. This becomes your trap, others may follow you or find you disciplined, even find you noble but that’s irrelevant like fools gold. Your covenant is to grow with the unknown not climb social determinants and tainted conformities. That is no true bearing in your inner growth. I have found rich religious fools I despise and poor wise people I embrace with affection.

The unknown (god) wants nothing from you, no sacrifices, no rituals, no prayers, no commitments, no temples, no statues, no songs, no chants, no ceremonies, no religious frameworks, not even a thanks. For nothing that is humanly possible can near the unknown. But simply be with the unknown, be in the unknown. Allow your heart and mind to be filled with the unknown, the trees have, the birds have, the skies have, mother earth has. Allow yourself to be filled with gratitude, grace and peace, there is guidance there, there will lie a path for you, you will not lead but be lead. I hope you experience it. You will discard you as much as you can, feel the blessing that was always waiting for you, for you doesn’t exist. And that will do. APTTU

Learn to Unlearn

I refrain from few dear ones not because our wavelengths are different, not because they are rude, but they have taken on their fair share of hardships and conformities of life, which has made many a shell around their minds. I withdraw from venturing too far with them as  I sense a growing distance, an inner disconnect within them which can easily hurt others around them in their complacent oblivion. See the thing is we all must learn to unlearn, for the ways of the world has a habit of transforming our mind and soul into stone thats rigid and impenetrable. it keeps layering over and over us until we become immovable on its surface. Life when living becomes non-living, this a truth we often ignore for our definition of life is basic animation. It’s far more than that, but due to the majority rule we accept incomplete definition of living. But our ascension will quietly fade away from us no matter how much we fast or pray. While our rigidity may be resourceful for mundane repetitions of our lives, it will rob us of our continued understanding of the universe and the beautiful unknown. We have to be like a river, a river is never at the same place twice. We often talk about growth, change and adaptability. But those are baseless terms and hinge upon the value of unlearning that must occur in your life. Not forgetfulness but intentional discarding of beliefs and practices that was once cherished and celebrated. We must constantly unlearn the things that unknowingly weigh us down, those which do not pass the test of inner alignment anymore, that which perhaps continues to exists in us out of tradition, upbringing or even from the dogma of living. For instance, I laid down the weight of religion from me. The miraculous thing is it made me admire appreciate all the religions, including the one I left on the wayside. I left many aspects of my upbringing such as hierarchal systems, as it too carried despair and desperation on me. I find many dear ones stuck and lost in such conditions. Its not an easy road, I want to unlearn the narrow definition of happiness posed by material society, continuously working on it. Because language has taught us happiness and peace are different when it’s not as one is a pathway and the other a mere reflection. There is so much more to unlearn. what if I told you each language, culture comes to you with a set of invisible rules that you are raised to unknowingly be complaint to. I know not how to convey all this. But I wish to embark you on this important journey of unlearning to free your soul to see the true beauty, the real barriers beyond those that are spoken of. All i can say is Learn to unlearn, then unlearn to learn the unknown . APTTU. I write to rest my heart, for the unknowns perfection forgives my imperfections.

Root

“Flowers will get admired, celebrated and get a lot of buzz, even give people fond memories. Whereas, the dark brown roots will always be ignored, expected to be in dirt, in the dark and dig deep. Thats human fallacy. But when the roots die, the tree falls” – Root. Buddha didn’t just sit under a tree but he sat on top of its roots as its grounded crown prince. Rain or Shine roots are the deep Divine.

curse of maturity

Heres the rub, Your maturity will want to reason with them. Will want to help them see, understand what they are omitting, ignoring. Will want them to know how they were utterly disrespectful. But their immaturity will never be ready for any of this. It’s also why they do what they do what they do. Any attempt to do so will backfire big-time. So you need to have even more maturity to let it all go.  Best thing you can do is reduce your footprint in their life, share less, be less, do less. Walk away softly. For your sanity. 

Luxury of Thought

Luxury of thoughts

Frequently when I write my thoughts down, I pause to realize how thought is a luxury for so many.  Any one who is free to think has an obligation to free many minds to think. This is an innate duty for without it his or her thoughts are useless and mere vanity. I beg to stand apart from such immaturity. selfless Deeds alone bring meaning to such thoughts. APTTU for this luxury of thought and committing my pledge of actions from my thoughts. APTTU. 

 

You answered

You answered, ever since I was a child observing our world I have been disturbed of how there was so much poverty, pain and suffering. Why do we hurt each other, kill each other and ignore each other. You were silent, or rather now I know I was not listening. “All that exists because we obstructed you from existing in our hearts and minds.” Even if nature was unexpectedly harsh, we as humans could have devised things to save innocent lives, but we didn’t. We were mislead by our own immaturity that spreads like wildfire. We being void of you simply carried on and complained, named you to blame you for our ignorance. I’m ashamed and weak. Forgive me and many who realize this with me through these words and their deeds. But I follow this with yet a another ignorant thought, can we fix things now, there is a growing doubt in my heart even in your presence I worry for the future of humanity. Perhaps it is my absence of adequate faith and conviction that seeds this. Forgive me, Nonetheless, I will do what is asked of me, and perhaps it seeds the rest to do whats asked of them to heal this world in your glory so we may speak of your presence in the entire universe. I know other forms wish to see this miracle. Like the hymns inside a cathedral, may the universe reverberate in your presence also through humanity. APTTU. 

Spiritual Shortsightedness 

-The Desire for “Gurus”  – Part1

I always wondered why so many kind beautiful minds stop too prematurely in their quest and settle for so called “gurus”.

Gurus are the anxious minds fixture insert to fill a  growing void. So called “Gurus” provide a hatch for these innocent troubled minds to close the void. With ashrams, persuasive speeches and rituals. Its a trance set forth that many get ignorantly trapped. It buys time away from their daily drama and hardships. But it actually takes away their time, for many-their lives are poured into the words of a single beings’ reflections, which is far from their own self’s awareness. It’s no different than taking pain killers giving momentary reprieve as you never were cured of the issue causing pain, and if you stop taking the pain returns. Such is the survival traps of such gurus and their programs.  Its sort of like spiritual outsourcing. Think about it we outsource almost all of the things we use, these gurus are such outsourcing of a mind’s ultimate quest. Jiddu K, spoke volumes on this. He was a great human being. The very nature of this setup is  a mistake against the unknown. A true teacher is like a good parent, who will serve you limitlessly, to take on life, and not consume you and become the focal point. Not sit on thrones, allow to be worshipped like deities, permit rituals on themselves as a spectacle. These are sickening to even imagine but happen. They will not permit these in any way, their ego will be under check and their acts of service will speak not their indulgent self vanity celebrations. All answers the mind seeks are everywhere, its in nature, its in good deeds, its in all people. When the student is ready the true and only teacher will appear. Be well. All Praise To The Unknown. 

Greatest Maturity of all

In spite of ones personal, and full understanding of the worlds emotional experiences and sufferings, a person must aim to be a contagious, genuine source of happiness, kindness and peace. This is the greatest maturity of all in a person. Only this maturity can heal the future for generations to come.

Aging

Nearing the midlife zone, I can speak with a degree of certainty, that your body will betray you, your mind will also start to betray you. The only thing that will stick with you are your habits. Get that sht in order!

Strangers

Truth is each life including mine that’s doing alright was, is nurtured by a handful of loved ones and a million or so total strangers from the past and the present. We often fail to realize how many total strangers just by virtue of their convictions, ways and fears have helped us be us, invariably touched or shaped our life’s’ many moments. Just #being grateful for kind acts from total strangers

Grandeur thoughts

Having grandeur thoughts and thinking about the big picture or asking the big questions of life are alone not sufficient and may be even amount to utter insignificance and nothingness, take up space and time like everything else in it.

Actions from these matter, perverseness in spite of these also matter, spreading consciousness matters.

Obedience

Obedience never comes from Kindness, but love and loyalty does

Discipline is obtained from authority

Joy and grief

Sadly, people who have experienced  the greatest joy and greatest suffering in this and in their  world know all the boundaries of the human consciousness. Rest are merely existing. 

I have

I have gotten lost but I am finding my way. I have sinned but I am seeking salvation. I have rejoiced in comfort and materials but now I am willing to let go. I have been selfish but now I want to be no more.

I have forgotten, but now I remember. I have forgotten but now I earn to see. I have gotten lost but now I want to return, I have wasted but now I want to save it. I have rotten but now I want to live. I have laughed selfishly but now I want to cry together. I have left but now I want to return. I have slept but now I want to be awake.

the variability of communication

Have you ever written something, where you meant one thing and it reads totally the opposite after writing it. And I am not just talking about typos or errors where you miss words like “not” or “can” instead of “can’t”. Have you ruined good moments or even soured good relationships? I continue to do that, it frustrates me and I am disappointed with myself for it. It’s just the world is vast and how each of us have meticulously woven our communication pattern through our life is so amazing and each so unique that it’s difficult for us to align on the meaning of sentences made up of even simple words. Also some of us have the added misfortune of thinking more inside head and communicating one fourth of that. And when you send this variability through the one dimensional platform of emails, texts, or tweets, oh man! Talk about screwing things up, it’s inevitable.

I have invariably upset, hurt or offended everyone I have liked and have communicated frequently with.

I am now forced to take on neutrality in my words and removal of all true response or engagement in many of my emails in fear of misunderstandings. There comes my solitude back this time for different reasons. It amuses me that I once had a “long-distance” penpal from Germany and she sent me half a german coin pendant before they went EU, oh how young and a brave communicator must I have been back then.

In the end, I think one must know you enough 3 dimensionally before you venture onto 1 dimensional communications for true relationships to stay true I think, so they can gage what you mean in your email not just by what they read but also of the memories of you and having some knowledge of your ways, choices, styles, stupidity or sincerity in your expression and forms. Even then nothing is guaranteed, as they may be at a conflicting mindset because of what they are enduring or currently going through in their journey, so what is the safe passage here you ask, well I think the safe passage is simply applying the motto of raising others before self and refraining from judgment and perhaps sad to say also refraining from your expression or opinion of the matter at hand.

Simply appreciate your opportunity to have the touch point with them, that connection and whether you type or talk pay attention, respect and follow the simple rule of others before self  or them before you, it should mitigate, reduce the variability of communication gaps among people.  As we all know that’s a tough ask and it can even rob the authenticity of that moment for both parties. But I think wisdom should guide the choice or sacrifice between saying what one thinks versus what one desires to hear.

What is a good life ?

Decent amount of money to buy convenience but suffering the loss of identity, lack of freedom to choose how your day should be, lack of freedom to pursue what you believe in the most. Doing work that others and or no one cares for if it gets done ?, Good money to go on vacations anywhere once a year for just a week or so, as anything longer is tough to pull off  financially, and your “management” expects your tasks be completed and your body be at a desk – a 6′ X 8′  cubicle coffin?

What is good life – where you have the money you want, but are a slave to stupidity ? is that a good life ?

Good life is finding happiness in the simplest of things with people you love, enjoy and having the freedom to pour your passion into the work you chose to fill the time with, where each day no matter success or failure, money or no money, you did your best enjoyed the humility, while doing things because you loved it and its your purpose. And you have ‘a family’ to enjoy it with, that’s life and the time that you can call your very own, that’s a good life by all standards. simple as that.

Work

Dont Work to Impress, just Kickass. Be unique while outperforming, be authentic within reason. As reason is important for the socially conformed

 

 

God Delegation

I think God is often ones mode of instant delegation of ones responsibility in society. For if they instead sat and mulled with the issues longer, they probably will breakdown, lose their mind, won’t bear the burden and pain.

But Few, yes few sat with things longer and changed the world. Perhaps God delegated her own to these few.

Self

The sad truth of nature and wisdom alike is they desire to reproduce, so do temptations and all vices. The striking parallel to such is the internet, self and selfishness are one. Self always permeates to create self. There are many ways this is described in society.

Like Galaxies

Human beings lately like galaxies, are being pulled away from each other -faster and outward into oblivion. Might be the biggest setback of technology on civilization, its supposed to bring us closer – alas it has filled between us with stuff we cant surpass to reach one another with pure hearts and minds.

my selfishness

Its the weight of the world and all the helpless things many perilously ensue that I can’t affect, that which makes me truly sad and profoundly silent.

After which, – I merely survive in my mundane selfishness.

Deliver certainty vs uncertainty

One’s goal is provide certainty at all times to fellow beings, its respected by society in all times too, the righteous the better. But right or wrong often doesn’t matter. But certainty always matters

Iterations create uncertainty, generally disliked by all.

The truth

Human condition requires an explanation; all who are sane or conscious of themselves, consciously or unconsciously seek an explanation, an explanation for everything.  And all those find comfort in at least one of many prevailing explanations; religion among other things is just an artifact of this eternal condition.

What If –

What if all this means nothing, What if all this is just nothing, what is ‘this’ you ask – i.e everything.

The only point where that simple and ‘empty-theory’ breaks down is at the grandness of the universe, and only there.  Now human consciousness; I can argue, sort of even accept (lately), that it’s all nothing, i.e. meaningless. Earth, life, living – all nothing, pointless, collectively slow, often fumbles, stupid w/flashes of usefulness, that’s it and still nothing . And No different to single cell organisms (Yes I just compared you, us, we to microbials).

But the universe,…… just mentally picture the vastness of galaxies and distances….And now ask: What, What ,Why, How and For What ? That’s where I get stuck, I don’t at all understand and humanly find it impossible with all my humility and senses, refuse to accept that its nothing too, perhaps because i don’t understand it. As a species we don’t or haven’t yet i think, when you infuse the understanding and seriousness of one’s own mortality with this zero understanding of the universe. I am at a loss of everything.

Can you relate?

What I know and dont

I think I have figured out the human condition on this planet, it’s not great, it’s not pretty. But there is hope. What bothers me insurmountably is the unknown condition of the universe.

Possession and Television

Craving and possession of unnecessary materials, material temptations and excessive hours in front of the television are all precipitations of an un-trusting lonely life, which is full of emotions and heart yet without much needed human connections. What I fear of these, are those that are made by choice for they are misguided, of ignorance and lack of will.

Its as if a mind rushes to good yet poorly chooses to fill, big yet tender gaps of the heart with pompous trinkets of human ways.

– I said it

communication

If you think they don’t understand you. Then you have not taken the effort to communicate effectively to their capacity.

One who controls the language controls the conversation.

Definition of Power

Excluding Jesus and including the early catholic church, today’s civilization, religions and including corporate america. Why is Power largely and continued to be defined as dominion to destroy or take by force or perceived granted authority to kill at will ?

I don’t want nor like this power.

I think when we as a civilization overcome this misconception, we will truly live on this planet and may be even understand Jesus for that matter.

I also think when one overcomes this personally, he or she makes a human stride of wisdom and inner peace.

Management

True leaders when placed among middle ranks in mediocre and unwise management rise to challenge it and when there is only the risk of vendetta and retaliation in response, they leave the group to form their own. It’s a much wiser decision to abandon ill-willed, self-centered and stubborn members than to waste time shoring them. Such groups will corrupt and take good leaders down with them. Leave before its late.

Sorrow becomes an arsenal

It is important to remind yourself of the harships, in your upbringing, your challenges and how you overcame them. It is important to remind yourself, how you saw others and adults at that time cry in loss, cry in grief, cry in pain, cry their last breath and of what’s left of them after they have gone. It is important to remember how strangers then and strangers now helped you move along the way. Its important to remember. It’s important to remember your toughest past.

When remembered of what you have been through and what all you have overcome in the years, the task in front of you today becomes a pebble and well surmountable. And you won’t be lost and caught in the weeds of silliness. But direct, strong and clear headed. For you know your past, you know your being. You are all that has been you now. That is like a million you’s in you right there at that very instant. You are mentally indestructible in the present moment, for you have been in the past, your strength today is the sum of all past; nothing deters you from your will.

Sorrow becomes an arsenal for the focused and strong mind. It inhibits shallow temptations of the flesh and devices the mind to be sharp and on task with valor and dignity. Your strength today is the sum of all past and to be.

overwhelming poverty

There is so much poverty and suffering in this world, that it overwhelms me at times, especially seeing kids suffer

a few

There are few people in the world who think the rest of the world has got it all wrong. Most of the few are wrong, but a few aren’t!

Reality link

The further away from reality, the deeper one is with it (without any influence of course). And the further away from reality, the further one can shape it.

Types of Success

There are two types of success in this society-civilization

One is born out of excelling in conformance

The other is born out of excelling in defiance

… ‘aiming’ the more popular path. But not for long, not for long.

The Highground

In order for people to respect you and honor your values. It has to be more than what they encompass and encompass what they do.

For a simple example: If you are at work 8 -5. Nothing great about it. But if you are there every day each day, you are there rain or shine or snow at 8 and leave at 5. It will be respected. Or if you are there always at 7:30 and leave at 5:30, it will be respected.

Basically when you do what others do with more quality, rigor, dedication, and consistent involvement it will be respected and appreciated. This is very true on a corporate/business setting.

Obesity and physical health is also another example. It is socially vital to keep fit as much as your body and mind will allow and endure to keep up your health. That will be respected.

Vision and a code

Man has to live by a vision and a code. If he can fulfill the former and maintain the latter. He has lived a full life no matter the duration of the stay.

Why Legendary Civilizations Fell?

Greece, China, India, Egypt, Rome and Mesopotamia were legendary civilizations. Legends! They once marked the world of their success, sophistication, scientific advancement, might and bravery.  But today they are mediocre countries filled with poverty, famine, uncertainty and pain all over. Why and how? What went wrong and when did it go wrong?  Did any try to prevent it? Is there a chance? They are reduced to poorly presented travel brochures today.

I was born and raised in one of them. I care, I always will and I want to understand. History is fragmented. It only remembers the joyful and painful, but never accounts the gradual degradation or progression of a society or civilization. They tend to pin it all on one or an anecdotal realm.

I think such legendary civilization fell because they were too rooted in a stagnant tradition.  Their values were so “high” it prevented opportunity and progressive growth.  It was rooted deep that it was strong and it failed to see right versus wrong.  The civilization had cohesion, but direction was the challenge and it remained in the hands of few. And few bad apples of the barrel eventually ended it.  Selfishness of few demanded the ruin of many. I think that’s the true story.

Now, I don’t want ideologists and extreme radical conservative or traditionalist (a.k.a. idiots) get all worked up here. We have to understand our failure to move forward. I am NOT asking to embrace a foreign culture or direction not at all; instead, I just want to progressively move its own culture and tradition. It has to take its best and move it and discard the rest that kept it divided and wasteful. For instance, its rich heritage has to be respected. Its respect for family values and elders needs to be preserved. Its ways of respect to each creed must be honed and at the same time segregation must be abolished. Education and care must be free and available to all.  Its spiritual values preserved and nurtured and idol and demi god worship of pure insecure sense gratification must be abolished.  Only on the day a nation like India takes bold steps forward will she raise again. And this time she won’t fall, for her sons will hold her strong. All said, RIGHT LEADERSHIP, VISIONARY LEADERSHIP IS CRITICAL IN ALL MATTERS OF THE ABOVE.

Leadership

  1. Confidence/Courage
  2. Power/Political Pull/Sphere of influence
  3. Attitude
  4. Caring / Protector
  5. Reliability/Consistency/Dependability
  6. Communicator/Articulator/Influencer/Negotiator
  7. Tenacity/Discipline/Diligence
  8. Outlook/Visionary
  9.  Appearance/Professionalism

written in no order. this is what I think its made of, period.

Children

Kids. They give me the will to live and the courage to die.

I don’t mean that in a morbid way at all. It’s as though they give a new meaning to an old word.  They take something from you and keep it safe in them. You no longer have the  burden of carrying this unknown thing you carried all this time with you, as they have it safely with them.

I am a father of two now. I get it. Its work, is it rewarding, really I don’t know. Is it worth it? absolutely. I know the world is yet to part its perils and knowledge upon their lives. I know it may not be this way for long. I know they will grow out of us. But their innocence as babies is beautiful. And my love for them will be the same. If god were to come down and show you and me what unbound innocent love and affection is. It’s those little ones in your arms, quietly smiling at you, as though it was an unsung moment of  heaven and earth meeting quietly. Trusting your arms around them as they cuddle their love and innocence upon you. I have never seen god with my eyes, but I have seen them smile and that would do for now.

Food

When a man is hungry. And his food is served after a small wait. No matter how beautiful the blonde who served it is, he will only look at the fries.

;)
Men I tell ya.