Jealousy is Self-hate
If you have the audacity to ask God the unknown why this world is cruel to you, when you are actually blessed beyond measure. Then start with what qualities you must abandon first or lack of virtues you possess that must be cultivate before any ask. Unchecked Jealousy can fuel self-hate more than any. Jealousy is a toxic trait, abandon it, even the lightest poses harm. Be virtuous and diligent in your efforts, toil if you must, but never be jealous as thats for the toxic and immature.
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