Caution: Seeking to understand the eternal

Seeking to understand the eternal, the so called universal understanding will result in the reduction of self. Read that again a few times before going any further. Yes, you will become meaningless and nothing to yourself, yet become everything. Read that a few times too. 

The grand awareness and its pursuit can impede your family and worldly duties. There is no balance there is only severance of either for the other.  It may be temporary, of one for the other, nonetheless impacts the same; as this will become the way of your so called family life. No one explains this dire conditioning when you begin. The ones who kept going pretty much all of them, ALL of them who came before us, abandoned their duties or their past selves. It’s inevitable but I see a slim path to overcome it, more on that later.

Also, the desire to conquer will leave, while left with inordinate strength and capability to do so.  You can read people, predict or adjust circumstances, examine how things will unfold before they do. You become a war machine who seeks no war.