What If –

What if all this means nothing, What if all this is just nothing, what is ‘this’ you ask – i.e everything.

The only point where that simple and ‘empty-theory’ breaks down is at the grandness of the universe, and only there.  Now human consciousness; I can argue, sort of even accept (lately), that it’s all nothing, i.e. meaningless. Earth, life, living – all nothing, pointless, collectively slow, often fumbles, stupid w/flashes of usefulness, that’s it and still nothing . And No different to single cell organisms (Yes I just compared you, us, we to microbials).

But the universe,…… just mentally picture the vastness of galaxies and distances….And now ask: What, What ,Why, How and For What ? That’s where I get stuck, I don’t at all understand and humanly find it impossible with all my humility and senses, refuse to accept that its nothing too, perhaps because i don’t understand it. As a species we don’t or haven’t yet i think, when you infuse the understanding and seriousness of one’s own mortality with this zero understanding of the universe. I am at a loss of everything.

Can you relate?